Jade

[02:17.52] Jade, jade, jade
[02:28.33] Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted
[02:32.82] Gave back all the lights and glitter
[02:35.51] Wrong track again and again it stings
[02:38.29] Wish you all could feel like this
[02:41.81] Twelve is for the reason of regret
[02:44.63] Nine is for the pain that I'm caused
[02:48.27] Will strife ever cease? Someday
[02:50.95] Fuck this mind that is made to hate
[02:53.62] Complete the task of humility
[02:55.42] Restrained from who they want me to be
[02:59.08] That's what they want me to be
[03:02.69] That is not quite good enough for me
[03:05.30] Fuck you and your thoughts on me
[03:08.93] Fuck you and your thoughts of me
[03:10.76] Fuck you, how can I not be me?
[03:14.36] Fuck you, I will never let you take me
[03:17.19] I will never be that good little one
[03:19.82] I can never see what is so good about life
[03:23.48] I can never change just who I am
[03:26.18] Just what it is I think I am doing
[03:29.76] My hands fell down
[03:31.53] Now I know I failed
[03:34.23] You were not there to pick up
[03:37.84] The waste of this pathetic tale
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[03:58.87] Maybe I should just end all this right here
[04:02.45] Would you like that? Would you like that?
[04:06.19] Maybe you could cope
[04:06.98] Knowing that you all have succeeded
[04:10.63] I am staying here to betray all of you
[04:14.26] I am staying here to betray all of you
[04:17.81] Never failing me again
[04:19.68] Never failing me again, never fail
[04:25.98] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:29.51] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:32.27] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:34.90] It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?
[04:38.65] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:41.34] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:44.95] Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
[04:47.67] It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?
[04:50.37] I'm going to save me
[04:53.94] I'm going to save me
[04:57.57] I'm going to save me
[05:01.17] I'm going to save me
[05:03.88] My eyes turn the color jade
[05:06.54] My eyes turn the color jade
[05:10.23] My eyes turn the color jade
[05:12.89] My eyes turn the color jade
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[11:14.36] I look at everyone around me
[11:18.82] I am so sick of this place
[11:26.97] Anyone and anything makes me sick
[11:34.62] I just want to end it all
[11:43.66] I return to my room
[11:47.20] Walls white with black shades
[11:59.97] The reasons are not for your ears
[12:05.33] The feelings are not for your heart
[12:12.56] I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
[12:19.76] Can I find a way out besides this?
[12:27.81] I need it, I want to be where you are
[12:35.19] I miss you
[12:49.53] I look at everyone around me
[12:52.02] I am so sick of this place
[12:55.77] Anyone and anything makes me sick
[13:00.22] I just want to end it all
[13:02.93] I return to my room
[13:04.64] Walls white with black shades
[13:08.93] The reasons are not for your ears
[13:14.49] The feelings are not for your heart
[13:17.19] I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
[13:21.69] Can I find a way out besides this?
[13:25.26] I need it, I want to be where you are
[13:32.46] I want to be where you are
[13:36.93] I want to be where you are
[13:40.54] I want to be where you are
[13:43.24] I want to be where you are
[13:47.82] I want to be where you are
[13:51.47] I want to be where you are
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