Still Learning

[00:10.00] I should be living the dream
[00:11.66] But I'm living with a security team
[00:14.72] And that ain't gonna change, no
[00:16.48] I got a paranoia in me
[00:18.97] And you wouldn't believe
[00:21.26] Everything that I've seen, no
[00:23.55] Coming apart at the seams
[00:25.96] And no one around me knows
[00:28.28] Who I am, what I'm on
[00:30.52] Who I've hurt and where they've gone
[00:32.88] I know that I've done some wrong
[00:35.34] But I'm trying to make it right
[00:37.69] Did the one I love do me wrong?
[00:39.96] Give me up right now
[00:43.98] I know that I love you but I'm still learning
[00:47.79] To love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[00:55.44] I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[01:06.42] I should be living the dream
[01:07.83] But I go home and I got no self-esteem (nope)
[01:10.84] You think I'm swimming in green, but
[01:12.77] It's passed around my family tree
[01:15.20] No man wants to really commit
[01:17.34] Intimidated 'cause I get paid and shit
[01:19.50] And I caught you reading my lips, but
[01:22.15] No one around me knows
[01:24.72] Who I am, what I'm on
[01:27.00] Who I've hurt and where they've gone
[01:29.29] I know that I've done some wrong
[01:31.69] But I'm trying to make it right
[01:34.12] The same mistakes on and on
[01:36.42] To all my friends I'm sorry for
[01:40.83] They know that I love you
[01:42.39] But I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[01:51.90] I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[02:02.10] Oh, I try and I try
[02:03.99] To be a man but sometimes
[02:06.28] If I breathe it's alright
[02:08.59] Some things don't change
[02:10.81] I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[02:20.09] Who I am, what I'm on
[02:23.47] Who I've hurt and where they've gone
[02:25.83] I know that I've done some wrong
[02:28.19] But I'm trying to make it right
[02:30.61] Did the one I love do me wrong?
[02:32.94] Give me up right now
[02:38.68] I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[02:48.34] I'm still learning to love myself (to love my, to love my, to love my)
[02:57.92] And I try and I try
[03:00.47] To be a man but sometimes
[03:02.76] If I breathe it's alright
[03:05.12] Some things don't change
[03:07.21] I'm still learning to love myself (to love myself, I'm tryin' to love myself)
[03:16.81] I'm still learning to love myself