It's Been Awhile (Explicit LP Version)

[00:17.85] And it's been a while
[00:19.59] Since I could hold my head up high
[00:26.12] And it's been a while
[00:27.98] Since I first saw you
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[00:34.23] And it's been a while
[00:36.28] Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:42.65] And it's been a while
[00:44.23] Since I could call you
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[00:50.87] And everything I can't remember
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[00:59.07] As fucked up as it all may seem
[01:07.26] The consequences that are rendered
[01:15.46] I've stretched myself beyond my means
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[01:23.56] And it's been a while
[01:25.35] Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
[01:30.77] And it's been a while
[01:33.52] Since I can say I love myself as well, and
[01:40.09] And it's been a while
[01:41.83] Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:48.25] And it's been a while
[01:50.14] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
[01:56.48] And everything I can't remember
[02:01.03]
[02:04.63] As fucked up as it all may seem
[02:09.33]
[02:12.82] The consequences that I've rendered
[02:20.74] I've gone and fucked things up again, again
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[02:33.70] Why must I feel this way?
[02:41.99] Just make this go away
[02:49.97] Just one more peaceful day
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[03:01.72] And it's been a while
[03:03.53] Since I could look at myself straight
[03:10.02] And it's been a while
[03:11.91] Since I said I'm sorry
[03:18.59] And it's been a while
[03:20.11] Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
[03:26.63] And it's been a while
[03:28.57] But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:34.95] And everything I can't remember
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[03:42.92] As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
[03:51.02] I cannot blame this on my father
[03:59.28] He did the best he could for me
[04:07.09] And it's been a while
[04:08.80] Since I could hold my head up high
[04:15.33] And it's been a while
[04:17.36] Since I said I'm sorry
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