Paid In Full

[00:20.32] I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
[00:29.59] So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you
[00:40.38] You gave me the chance, time and again, in
[00:44.30] Vain
[00:49.81] Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full
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[00:59.80] Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain
[01:06.42] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[01:10.60] I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
[01:16.67] Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak
[01:24.92] So I can only blame myself for this state we are in
[01:31.33] I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late
[01:36.45] Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain
[01:42.00] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[01:45.61] I've waited, hated, blamed it all on...
[01:53.54] You...
[01:54.41] I need you... less and less...
[01:59.95] Every day feeds this moral decay
[02:04.93] Yet I have grown to love you even more
[02:10.28] I fall back, and I turn another cheek.
[02:14.71] You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
[02:19.44] You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue
[02:24.73] That I'd become so much stronger than you.
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[02:59.94] I will take - what you have - for me now, if it's not too late
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[03:09.91] If you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train again
[03:16.25] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[03:20.49] I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you...
[03:26.61] It's hard for me to love your face right now
[03:30.79] I'm waiting, hating, needing being
[03:36.98] Me...
[03:37.45] I need you... less and less...
[03:43.54] Every day leads us farther away...
[03:48.50] From that moment
[03:51.64] It's hard for me to hate myself right now
[03:55.71] Finally I'm understanding me
[04:02.30] One day we may have a new "me and you"
[04:05.76] But first I need to learn to love me too...
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