I Never Loved Myself Like I Loved You

[00:01.27] I'm falling out of touch
[00:05.71] 'Cause I hate myself too much
[00:09.32] No, I can't, I was never made to
[00:13.14] I never loved myself like I loved you
[00:17.03]
[00:36.74] I can't say I know
[00:39.91] When I'm gonna shut down 'cause I don't
[00:43.95] Remember when I told you
[00:48.58] I could never show you, no
[00:53.23] The state of mind that I am in
[00:56.96] The hurricane I thought I lost you in
[01:00.95] It's flooding through my bloodstream
[01:05.59] Drowning out my heartbeat, oh
[01:12.22] I'm running out of time
[01:16.76] I'm running out of light
[01:20.88] I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
[01:29.55] I'm falling out of touch
[01:33.66] 'Cause I hate myself too much
[01:37.40] No, I can't, I was never made to
[01:41.17] I never loved myself like I loved you
[01:45.13]
[01:49.43] I don't understand why I'm so afraid of who I am
[01:56.80] 27 years now
[02:01.17] I've been tryin' to push it down
[02:05.95] The self-loathing comes and goes
[02:09.72] Heavy like the life I've always known
[02:14.00] Maybe you could help me
[02:17.25] Maybe you could show me another way out
[02:25.11] I'm running out of time
[02:29.47] I'm running out of light
[02:33.72] I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
[02:42.36] I'm falling out of touch
[02:46.68] 'Cause I hate myself too much
[02:50.49] No, I can't, I was never made to
[02:54.17] I never loved myself like I loved you
[02:59.30] I'm running
[03:03.73] I'm running out of time
[03:08.31] I'm falling
[03:11.81] I'm falling now
[03:15.23]
[03:33.78] I'm running out of time
[03:38.00] I'm running out of light
[03:42.35] I'm running just to keep myself from bleeding out
[03:50.95] I'm falling out of touch
[03:55.15] 'Cause I hate myself too much
[03:58.95] No, I can't, I was never made to
[04:02.68] I never loved myself, I never loved myself
[04:07.52] No, I can't, I was never made to
[04:11.22] I never loved myself like I loved you
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