Made It Past October

Dried eyes and I'm trynna stay sober
The more that I, the more I get older
Heart of fire when you want it to be over

Imagine texting your friend and the mother respond
I'm running to the bathroom, I just need a minute
Put a smile on, no I'm next to go
Want nobody else to feel the way I'm feelin'

I wanna go (ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
I, God I know I'm too early but I missed my friends

Dried eyes, and I'm trynna stay sober
More that I, the more I get older
Heart of fire when you want it to be over
(Can't erase my friends)
I wish I had called
But where should I start
Could I have done something different? I don't know better
You and I were trynna stay sober
You tried and I made it past October

I feel all foggy cause I don't know if I should get up
It's so crazy to you, it's so normal to me
I'm feelin' numb now I {?} don't feel nothin'
I'm always feelin' shitty but my stories not finished

I wanna go (ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
I, God I know I'm too early but I missed my friends
Dried eyes and I'm trynna stay sober
More that I, the more I get older
Heart of fire when you want it to be over
(Yeah I miss my friends)
I wish I had called
But where should I start?
Could I have done something different? I don't know better
You and I were trynna stay sober
You tried and I made it past October

Truth and I, make a lie, tell everybody that
You're taking off three days, the thing about suicide
Cause I
I'm not ready to die
Truth and I make a lie, tell everybody that
You're taking off three days, the thing about suicide
Cause I
I'm not ready to die