Insidious Bliss

Stay and together
We'll gaze upon this world
That I've made
My broken name
Was painted in shame
From the start of this game
I only wish that I could feel the things
You saw in me
To be the person you wished
I'd be
I was just a hollow shell of a man
Tormented by loss and pain
Chose my escape
With insidious bliss
The cold course of my veins
Tormented by loss and pain
Chose my escape
With my
Insidious bliss
Aren't these scars enough to prove that I'm sick and deranged
Another statistic
How I long to be dead
Instead I woke up in cold sweat
Thoughts screaming In my head
I worry not
For I know what lies to say
To escape this nightmare
The cancer writhes within me
Every fucking day
I can tell it hurts you as you beg
This fake act like you care
But I'm willing to bet
You'll pretend to believe these lies
Every chance you get
You're just trying to help
From what I can tell
But you're just keeping me trapped In this hell
Just tell me that you'll stay
But I can see you're used to games that I play
How could you have been so blind
The hollow shell that I was
Is just fine
Did you not know what to say
When you found me unconscious that day
How did it feel to know
The man you chose
A cold corpse in your room
Wasn't that enough proof
After being close to death
I ask you again
Help me with my first conscious breath
Wasn't that enough proof
After being close to death
I ask you again
Help me with my first conscious breath
Were you that naive?
How did you think it's fine?
You're a disgrace
You told me you would
Insidious Bliss
Pulled from my ethereal plane
There's demon Blood in my veins
Insidious bliss
Stay and together
We'll gaze upon this world
That I've made
My broken name
Was painted in shame
From the start of this game
I only wish that I could feel the things
You saw in me