Rookie

[00:54.68] I never thought this could be me
[00:57.75] I guess you never do
[01:00.10] Until it's happening to you
[01:04.63] Like all the fun turns into shame
[01:07.84] And all the could-have-beens
[01:10.48] Rearrange
[01:14.65] So little time, so many crimes
[01:18.04] Guilt like a chain
[01:20.44] Chokes my will away
[01:24.78] Redemption never seemed so cruel
[01:27.85] And all my gods
[01:30.56] Never seemed so weak
[01:34.88] Wake up, engage
[01:37.53] Now derailed and enraged
[01:40.52] Used to be so easy
[01:45.02] Get up, I'm game
[01:47.54] Now I'm sick and I'm tame
[01:50.66] Counting cost with lost
[01:56.22] Where is the hope they gave
[02:06.13] I don't think that I can't hear you laugh
[02:16.13] I used to be a lot like you
[02:21.22] But now I'm only me
[02:26.17] I used to be a lot like you
[02:31.32] But now I'm only me, I'm only me
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[02:46.04] Drink to pills, to shots, turns into a shock, a habit and a pawn
[02:55.63] For every hand goes round the pain gets so damn loud
[03:00.78] The hammer hits and I'm down, and I'm down and I'm down, and I'm down
[03:04.75] Trust no one, hey, why should I?
[03:07.89] They gave me the poison dressed like life
[03:10.44] Cheated, smacked up and diseased
[03:12.99] Cry to sleep and fight to eat
[03:15.47] Used to be a pro at this
[03:17.99] Now I've broken my own wrist
[03:20.58] Rotten teeth and life unsung
[03:23.01] You'll forget me when I'm gone
[03:26.14] Wake up, engage
[03:28.77] Now derailed and enraged
[03:31.77] It used to be so easy
[03:36.26] Get up, I'm game
[03:38.71] Now I'm sick and I'm tame
[03:41.85] Counting cost with lost
[03:47.03] When I used to be a lot like you
[03:52.47] But now I'm only me
[03:57.02] When I used to be a lot like you
[04:02.56] But now I'm only me, I'm only me!
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