Family

[00:14.53] Taste bitter on a guilty tongue
[00:20.54] It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
[00:26.97] Fake friends with a camera phone
[00:33.75] Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home
[00:38.09] This home of mine, I see it in my dreams
[00:43.98] But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me
[00:50.73] This home of mine, I miss it all the time
[00:56.56] What happened to this family? What happened to this family?
[01:03.60] I let you down
[01:05.67] Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
[01:12.08] Being thoughtful can be so hard
[01:18.11] First 15 years I'm the favourite son
[01:24.27] Last 15 years I'm the hated one
[01:29.30] This heart of mine gets blacker all the time
[01:34.95] Affection makes me nauseous
[01:38.24] Believe me, I don't want this
[01:41.45] I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry
[01:47.77] I never say 'I love you' even though I want to
[01:54.17] I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid
[02:01.34] A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend
[02:07.07] And this is all my fault, I only make you cry
[02:13.57] I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me
[02:20.19] 'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind
[02:26.33] And everything got messy and everyone got angry
[02:32.73] I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time
[02:38.99] Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me?
[02:45.46] What happened to this family?
[02:51.82] What happened to this family?
[02:58.07] What happened to this family?
[03:04.62] What happened to this family?
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[03:26.46] Don't hate me, don't hate me
[03:32.90] Don't let me drown
[03:40.77] I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die
[03:46.23] We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to
[03:53.06] And most families lie, but I meant it every time
[03:59.06] And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect
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