Constancy
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โฑ๏ธ 7:05 duration
๐ ID: 5392156
๐ Lyrics
Fate decides this time I spend alone
And I know it's not forever
So I keep to myself
My own little imperfections
Would I try to write my own way
Or trace the lines between the dots?
O' I wish I could forget everything
To dig up all the seeds I had sown
All the dreams I had chased
How I wanted to make this right
But their buzzing dampened the way
The swarm was too loud
And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
How I just want to go back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
But your arrow met its mark down the center
Splintered-fractured
And dust was all that matched what you shot
From the quiver of your scorn
Such bolts don't belong here
I just want to come back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
O' they took my lamb away
And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
How I'd bite my own head off
I was burning
I was weakened
What I felt's below dismay
To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
I don't belong here
No one cried, "timber" when I fell
My roots were worn and dried
So I just fell
I just fell apart
Were you ever even with me?
Did you ever even care?
Another victim for the coward's rage
If I went to the beginning
And I traced it back to here
Would I understand my flaws?
So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
And who was I to prove?
Being the conqueror
I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
Kept the concrete clear
And so time increased its pacing
Now too fast, I've grown afraid
So what am I to do with my fears?
And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
But that reflection in the mirror?
That's not the person I should see
And I know it's not forever
So I keep to myself
My own little imperfections
Would I try to write my own way
Or trace the lines between the dots?
O' I wish I could forget everything
To dig up all the seeds I had sown
All the dreams I had chased
How I wanted to make this right
But their buzzing dampened the way
The swarm was too loud
And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
How I just want to go back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
But your arrow met its mark down the center
Splintered-fractured
And dust was all that matched what you shot
From the quiver of your scorn
Such bolts don't belong here
I just want to come back
And remove myself from others' lives
Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
Another could take my place
I want to be a nobody
I want to disappear
O' they took my lamb away
And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
How I'd bite my own head off
I was burning
I was weakened
What I felt's below dismay
To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
I don't belong here
No one cried, "timber" when I fell
My roots were worn and dried
So I just fell
I just fell apart
Were you ever even with me?
Did you ever even care?
Another victim for the coward's rage
If I went to the beginning
And I traced it back to here
Would I understand my flaws?
So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
And who was I to prove?
Being the conqueror
I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
Kept the concrete clear
And so time increased its pacing
Now too fast, I've grown afraid
So what am I to do with my fears?
And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
But that reflection in the mirror?
That's not the person I should see
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:20.79] Fate decides this time I spend alone
[00:28.17] And I know it's not forever
[00:33.40] So I keep to myself
[00:36.94] My own little imperfections
[00:44.47]
[00:51.81] Would I try to write my own way
[00:57.01] Or trace the lines between the dots?
[01:13.43]
[01:22.88] O' I wish I could forget everything
[01:27.81] To dig up all the seeds I had sown
[01:29.95] All the dreams I had chased
[01:30.95] How I wanted to make this right
[01:35.75] But their buzzing dampened the way
[01:38.45] The swarm was too loud
[01:40.19] And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
[01:44.75]
[01:53.92] How I just want to go back
[01:58.33] And remove myself from others' lives
[02:01.44] Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
[02:06.79] Another could take my place
[02:09.24] I want to be a nobody
[02:12.01] I want to disappear
[02:14.93]
[02:25.22] Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
[02:27.53] It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
[02:29.99] And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
[02:33.97] But your arrow met its mark down the center
[02:37.85] Splintered-fractured
[02:39.60] And dust was all that matched what you shot
[02:42.73] From the quiver of your scorn
[02:45.97] Such bolts don't belong here
[02:50.76] I just want to come back
[02:54.66] And remove myself from others' lives
[02:58.04] Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
[03:03.05] Another could take my place
[03:05.45] I want to be a nobody
[03:08.51] I want to disappear
[03:13.06]
[03:31.87] O' they took my lamb away
[03:36.87] And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
[03:42.21] And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
[03:48.69] How I'd bite my own head off
[03:55.56]
[04:02.66] I was burning
[04:03.91] I was weakened
[04:05.24] What I felt's below dismay
[04:07.42] To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
[04:12.28] I don't belong here
[04:23.88]
[04:43.99] No one cried, "timber" when I fell
[04:53.10] My roots were worn and dried
[05:00.19] So I just fell
[05:06.22] I just fell apart
[05:11.53] Were you ever even with me?
[05:14.08] Did you ever even care?
[05:17.45] Another victim for the coward's rage
[05:24.05] If I went to the beginning
[05:27.01] And I traced it back to here
[05:30.29] Would I understand my flaws?
[05:36.32] So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
[05:42.28] And who was I to prove?
[05:44.85] Being the conqueror
[05:46.63] I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
[05:51.92] Kept the concrete clear
[05:54.12] And so time increased its pacing
[05:57.49] Now too fast, I've grown afraid
[06:01.98] So what am I to do with my fears?
[06:08.56] And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
[06:14.85] If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
[06:20.41] But that reflection in the mirror?
[06:23.45] That's not the person I should see
[06:27.31]
[00:28.17] And I know it's not forever
[00:33.40] So I keep to myself
[00:36.94] My own little imperfections
[00:44.47]
[00:51.81] Would I try to write my own way
[00:57.01] Or trace the lines between the dots?
[01:13.43]
[01:22.88] O' I wish I could forget everything
[01:27.81] To dig up all the seeds I had sown
[01:29.95] All the dreams I had chased
[01:30.95] How I wanted to make this right
[01:35.75] But their buzzing dampened the way
[01:38.45] The swarm was too loud
[01:40.19] And was drowning the sound of my soul's shrieks
[01:44.75]
[01:53.92] How I just want to go back
[01:58.33] And remove myself from others' lives
[02:01.44] Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
[02:06.79] Another could take my place
[02:09.24] I want to be a nobody
[02:12.01] I want to disappear
[02:14.93]
[02:25.22] Your word's only good when it's not make-believe
[02:27.53] It's harder to reclaim a trust once it leaves
[02:29.99] And harder to do so from behind the walls of a prison cell
[02:33.97] But your arrow met its mark down the center
[02:37.85] Splintered-fractured
[02:39.60] And dust was all that matched what you shot
[02:42.73] From the quiver of your scorn
[02:45.97] Such bolts don't belong here
[02:50.76] I just want to come back
[02:54.66] And remove myself from others' lives
[02:58.04] Blow up the bridge, a bomb between you and me
[03:03.05] Another could take my place
[03:05.45] I want to be a nobody
[03:08.51] I want to disappear
[03:13.06]
[03:31.87] O' they took my lamb away
[03:36.87] And the wolf I was, how I howled resurgence
[03:42.21] And this chastened snare of pride and steel was a part of me
[03:48.69] How I'd bite my own head off
[03:55.56]
[04:02.66] I was burning
[04:03.91] I was weakened
[04:05.24] What I felt's below dismay
[04:07.42] To inherit such stigma and peel back that shell
[04:12.28] I don't belong here
[04:23.88]
[04:43.99] No one cried, "timber" when I fell
[04:53.10] My roots were worn and dried
[05:00.19] So I just fell
[05:06.22] I just fell apart
[05:11.53] Were you ever even with me?
[05:14.08] Did you ever even care?
[05:17.45] Another victim for the coward's rage
[05:24.05] If I went to the beginning
[05:27.01] And I traced it back to here
[05:30.29] Would I understand my flaws?
[05:36.32] So what am I to do with this limiting, fail-safe rationale?
[05:42.28] And who was I to prove?
[05:44.85] Being the conqueror
[05:46.63] I had vanquished all the petty, little thorns on the sidewalk
[05:51.92] Kept the concrete clear
[05:54.12] And so time increased its pacing
[05:57.49] Now too fast, I've grown afraid
[06:01.98] So what am I to do with my fears?
[06:08.56] And how do I prevent these burning tears from falling out?
[06:14.85] If I run from the truth, I'm only hiding from myself
[06:20.41] But that reflection in the mirror?
[06:23.45] That's not the person I should see
[06:27.31]