Constellation
๐ต 1829 characters
โฑ๏ธ 5:29 duration
๐ ID: 5392157
๐ Lyrics
Perpetually
Falling into a trip of my own design
Losing myself inside my mind
A new cult
I offer up my soul
Guilted to change my personal perspective
No one will listen
I must give you all my last confession
I'm so sick of being here
These words mean nothing as I stare at myself with fear
This beautiful life, Lord I beg and plea
An offer to you, if you can't save me
I'm ashamed I'm sorry, please save your sorrow for my lifeless body
At the end lies the endless light
Hopefully I'll be a king to one
Otherwise I'll carve my name into the sun
I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you,
"But it's no use I'm showing signs of becoming used
The cold fingers linger with the taste of forcing you"
I'm hurt dubiously showing the world the truth
I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you
I did bad things no one but me knows the truth
I'm sorry mom you know I tried to hide it
But here we are every one can see inside it
I'll trade the stars to exchange my life for yours
Smiling at me delusionally
Hiding it all inside my head
I'm not innocent this much I've sought
The only way I'll be happy is if someone helps me rot
I try to piece together the lines I tore apart
But there's no hope, I'll have to cross the line, the inevitable freedom
I'm so tired of waking up
When I come to an end, hopefully you'll hear my songs and understand this wasn't a mistake
I've been in agony for years
Writing it here, begging to be heard
I've become a shell
Someone who lost perception of what's real
You let me get this way
But no one would've guessed better because I know I just wanted a taste
Formerly pressed by my own vision of god
Here I lay waste to the idea I sought
I'm no longer me
Please use me
Until I cannot breathe
Chaotic misery
The absence of our demeanor
I'm trapped with a new light
Can you just let me live
Falling into a trip of my own design
Losing myself inside my mind
A new cult
I offer up my soul
Guilted to change my personal perspective
No one will listen
I must give you all my last confession
I'm so sick of being here
These words mean nothing as I stare at myself with fear
This beautiful life, Lord I beg and plea
An offer to you, if you can't save me
I'm ashamed I'm sorry, please save your sorrow for my lifeless body
At the end lies the endless light
Hopefully I'll be a king to one
Otherwise I'll carve my name into the sun
I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you,
"But it's no use I'm showing signs of becoming used
The cold fingers linger with the taste of forcing you"
I'm hurt dubiously showing the world the truth
I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you
I did bad things no one but me knows the truth
I'm sorry mom you know I tried to hide it
But here we are every one can see inside it
I'll trade the stars to exchange my life for yours
Smiling at me delusionally
Hiding it all inside my head
I'm not innocent this much I've sought
The only way I'll be happy is if someone helps me rot
I try to piece together the lines I tore apart
But there's no hope, I'll have to cross the line, the inevitable freedom
I'm so tired of waking up
When I come to an end, hopefully you'll hear my songs and understand this wasn't a mistake
I've been in agony for years
Writing it here, begging to be heard
I've become a shell
Someone who lost perception of what's real
You let me get this way
But no one would've guessed better because I know I just wanted a taste
Formerly pressed by my own vision of god
Here I lay waste to the idea I sought
I'm no longer me
Please use me
Until I cannot breathe
Chaotic misery
The absence of our demeanor
I'm trapped with a new light
Can you just let me live
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:26.12] Perpetually
[00:31.16] Falling into a trip of my own design
[00:35.41] Losing myself inside my mind
[00:39.37] A new cult
[00:41.23] I offer up my soul
[00:44.16] Guilted to change my personal perspective
[00:48.26] No one will listen
[00:49.81] I must give you all my last confession
[00:52.99] I'm so sick of being here
[00:55.93] These words mean nothing as I stare at myself with fear
[01:01.62] This beautiful life, Lord I beg and plea
[01:06.47] An offer to you, if you can't save me
[01:10.32] I'm ashamed I'm sorry, please save your sorrow for my lifeless body
[01:19.13] At the end lies the endless light
[01:28.34] Hopefully I'll be a king to one
[01:32.13] Otherwise I'll carve my name into the sun
[01:53.79] I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you,
[01:58.19] "But it's no use I'm showing signs of becoming used
[02:02.49] The cold fingers linger with the taste of forcing you"
[02:06.76] I'm hurt dubiously showing the world the truth
[02:11.76] I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you
[02:15.63] I did bad things no one but me knows the truth
[02:19.94] I'm sorry mom you know I tried to hide it
[02:24.24] But here we are every one can see inside it
[02:47.32] I'll trade the stars to exchange my life for yours
[02:55.17] Smiling at me delusionally
[02:59.38] Hiding it all inside my head
[03:04.30] I'm not innocent this much I've sought
[03:12.24] The only way I'll be happy is if someone helps me rot
[03:21.20] I try to piece together the lines I tore apart
[03:25.97] But there's no hope, I'll have to cross the line, the inevitable freedom
[03:33.76] I'm so tired of waking up
[03:38.17] When I come to an end, hopefully you'll hear my songs and understand this wasn't a mistake
[03:47.27] I've been in agony for years
[03:50.03] Writing it here, begging to be heard
[03:55.60] I've become a shell
[03:57.53] Someone who lost perception of what's real
[04:00.80] You let me get this way
[04:04.02] But no one would've guessed better because I know I just wanted a taste
[04:13.03] Formerly pressed by my own vision of god
[04:17.54] Here I lay waste to the idea I sought
[04:22.34] I'm no longer me
[04:24.52] Please use me
[04:26.66] Until I cannot breathe
[04:31.08] Chaotic misery
[04:50.76] The absence of our demeanor
[05:04.49] I'm trapped with a new light
[05:12.67] Can you just let me live
[05:22.05]
[00:31.16] Falling into a trip of my own design
[00:35.41] Losing myself inside my mind
[00:39.37] A new cult
[00:41.23] I offer up my soul
[00:44.16] Guilted to change my personal perspective
[00:48.26] No one will listen
[00:49.81] I must give you all my last confession
[00:52.99] I'm so sick of being here
[00:55.93] These words mean nothing as I stare at myself with fear
[01:01.62] This beautiful life, Lord I beg and plea
[01:06.47] An offer to you, if you can't save me
[01:10.32] I'm ashamed I'm sorry, please save your sorrow for my lifeless body
[01:19.13] At the end lies the endless light
[01:28.34] Hopefully I'll be a king to one
[01:32.13] Otherwise I'll carve my name into the sun
[01:53.79] I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you,
[01:58.19] "But it's no use I'm showing signs of becoming used
[02:02.49] The cold fingers linger with the taste of forcing you"
[02:06.76] I'm hurt dubiously showing the world the truth
[02:11.76] I'll draw apart the times I ran away from you
[02:15.63] I did bad things no one but me knows the truth
[02:19.94] I'm sorry mom you know I tried to hide it
[02:24.24] But here we are every one can see inside it
[02:47.32] I'll trade the stars to exchange my life for yours
[02:55.17] Smiling at me delusionally
[02:59.38] Hiding it all inside my head
[03:04.30] I'm not innocent this much I've sought
[03:12.24] The only way I'll be happy is if someone helps me rot
[03:21.20] I try to piece together the lines I tore apart
[03:25.97] But there's no hope, I'll have to cross the line, the inevitable freedom
[03:33.76] I'm so tired of waking up
[03:38.17] When I come to an end, hopefully you'll hear my songs and understand this wasn't a mistake
[03:47.27] I've been in agony for years
[03:50.03] Writing it here, begging to be heard
[03:55.60] I've become a shell
[03:57.53] Someone who lost perception of what's real
[04:00.80] You let me get this way
[04:04.02] But no one would've guessed better because I know I just wanted a taste
[04:13.03] Formerly pressed by my own vision of god
[04:17.54] Here I lay waste to the idea I sought
[04:22.34] I'm no longer me
[04:24.52] Please use me
[04:26.66] Until I cannot breathe
[04:31.08] Chaotic misery
[04:50.76] The absence of our demeanor
[05:04.49] I'm trapped with a new light
[05:12.67] Can you just let me live
[05:22.05]