Last Day

They say your homes are built by deeds owned just by you
But all i've managed was the devil-like acts
I've got me covered now
False statements and nooses, knives - it's never the same thing

Watch my back tonight
I'm feeling awful
Guilty pleasures start
I'm feeling different
I'm filled to the brim
Constantly brewing
Tilt to the left and feel it all spill

Hey it's my last day
I hope it's alright
The gulls are calling
Eating my insides

U know it kills me
I hope it's alright
You know it feeds me
You know it kills me

How could you act, well oh, so different
When i say these things i don't really mind it
Why does my world feel so blurry?
All these things have caught me spinning

Hey it's my last day
I hope it's alright
The gulls are calling
Eating my insides

U know it kills me
I hope it's alright
U know it beats me
U know it kills me

Hey it's my last day
I hope it's alright
The gulls are calling
Eat my insides
U know it kills me
I hope it's alright

U know it haunts me
U know it gets me