Suadade

You were ahead of the curve from the start.
I couldn't tell that I was a step behind.
Figured it out just in time to find you,
Pulling my thread.
Does it clear your head?

You'd gotten so good at playing the victim & system,
I'd believe every single word you'd spew out of your mouth.
You'd gotten so good at flipping the situation.
You're not a damsel in distress if the dragon pays you.

Knives, disguised as what I thought were attempts to get me back,
Have done exactly that.
Can't you hear my spine crack?

You were just doing the rounds again
& I got caught up in the idea.
Like I'm falling asleep in wet cement.
It was poured out
Without a sound,
Sinking into the ground. Do you not feel guilt?
Have you checked your moral compass 'cause it must be off tilt?
You were ahead of the curve from the start.

Truth knows truth & you're looking kind of unfamiliar.
Right now I don't want to see your face.
You've crawled your way back into my life somehow.

You can take back the words you've said
But actions speak louder and yours scream instead.
Recognize the hurt you've inflicted.
Turn a blind eye to the ones you've affected.

As long as you can maintain the attention,
& Your secret army of spies
That you've set up to lie about your actions.
It's a battle that nobody can win.

You were just doing the rounds again
& I got caught up in the idea.
Like I'm falling asleep in wet cement.
It was poured out
Without a sound,
Sinking into the ground. Do you not feel guilt?
Have you checked your moral compass 'cause it must be off tilt?
You were ahead of the curve from the start.

Mistakes are life lessons that we're meant to learn from,
Tell me what I've learnt from this, I swear there were none.
I swear there were none.
Fuck