I Love You but I've Chosen Me, Pt. V: Yellow Donut Doggo

This band is a pathogen
It's damaging, reprogramming my brain
So now I cannot think the same
Please just give me some reprieve from how I am perceived
These many lives we live as one
A congealing, performed character
Fist me 'til your hand comes out my mouth
Then turn me inside out
All I do is think of myselves
How can I be dog?

I chase the identity crisis
I chase the ego trip
I chase the path of the righteous
I chase my own tail

I exist as this
Some concept based on projection
From a project based on myself
That has reached its peak obsession
As I can think of so little else
I think I'm a narcissist
Maybe I'm a sociopath
Could I just be self critical
Or all at once at that?

I chase the identity crisis
I chase the ego trip
I chase the path of the righteous
I chase my own tale