Don't Tell My Mom I've Been Drinking

[00:23.25] Don't tell my mom I've been drinking
[00:25.82] She'd worry about me because I'm her son
[00:28.96] But I don't want to give into thinking
[00:31.50] I don't want to feel, make me completely numb
[00:34.89] And that hope in my stomach is sinking
[00:37.65] Nothing gets better with time
[00:40.59] It's okay, I swear I'm fine
[00:44.09] I live my life full of lies
[00:46.45] I hate the way that I look
[00:49.15] And my mind's working against me
[00:52.64] I told my mom "I'm doing good"
[00:55.54] But honestly I feel so empty
[00:58.94] If I could get better I would
[01:01.58] Or maybe I'm lying again
[01:04.85] I'm missing all of my friends
[01:07.51] I'm missing all of my friends
[01:10.38] I was naive to think that I was ever enough
[01:16.23] I carry this weight on my shoulders, hoping one day that I will crush
[01:21.83] This guilt is crippling, If you wanna help come and give me a crutch
[01:27.75] Nah I can't keep going like this everyday, I've been crying too much
[01:34.36] Don't tell my mom I've been drinking
[01:38.17] She'd worry about me because I'm her son
[01:40.80] But I don't want to give into thinking
[01:43.79] I don't want to feel, make me completely numb
[01:46.73] And that hope in my stomach is sinking
[01:49.53] Nothing gets better with time
[01:52.48] It's okay, I swear I'm fine
[01:55.98] I live my life full of lies
[01:58.81] So don't tell my mom I've been drinking
[02:01.80] She'd worry about me because I'm her son
[02:04.66] But I don't want to give into thinking
[02:08.04] I don't want to feel, make me completely numb
[02:10.86] And that hope in my stomach is sinking
[02:13.92] Nothing gets better with time
[02:16.66] It's okay, I swear I'm fine
[02:19.75] I live my life full of lies
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