Constant Conflicts
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โฑ๏ธ 3:49 duration
๐ ID: 5541854
๐ Lyrics
I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing
Blurring the lines between sick and selfish
Hoping I can grab on for just a second
But I've learned to take what I can get
And use the parts that makes sense
And relent only when I meet my own death
And find a pace I can circumvent
When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong
All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song
But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching
With this new perspective I'm finally taking
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails
Death is not a choice and love should not be either
I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather
The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess
And now I know that our complacent love is completely dead
I will complicate this love just to feel something
And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back
I will complicate this love just to feel something
And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames
I would give up all I have just to go back home
I dropped the breadcrumbs
I hope you know I hate being alone
You used to make my mind clear
Now your absence does instead
I heard your dog barking in the backyard
He only does that when you're home
And I just hope you understand
I never meant to grow apart
But I knew at some point I had to grow
I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience
But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart
I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions
I conformed to what I understood to be happiness
Or undiagnosed and self medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty
And I still can't believe that I lied to you
Especially because when I said it
I thought I was telling the truth
I thought I was strong enough to carry you
But now my mind is clear
And I hope you hear this
I love you
Blurring the lines between sick and selfish
Hoping I can grab on for just a second
But I've learned to take what I can get
And use the parts that makes sense
And relent only when I meet my own death
And find a pace I can circumvent
When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong
All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song
But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching
With this new perspective I'm finally taking
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails
Death is not a choice and love should not be either
I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather
The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess
And now I know that our complacent love is completely dead
I will complicate this love just to feel something
And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back
I will complicate this love just to feel something
And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked
I made this bed and I will sleep in it
The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames
I would give up all I have just to go back home
I dropped the breadcrumbs
I hope you know I hate being alone
You used to make my mind clear
Now your absence does instead
I heard your dog barking in the backyard
He only does that when you're home
And I just hope you understand
I never meant to grow apart
But I knew at some point I had to grow
I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience
But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart
I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions
I conformed to what I understood to be happiness
Or undiagnosed and self medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty
And I still can't believe that I lied to you
Especially because when I said it
I thought I was telling the truth
I thought I was strong enough to carry you
But now my mind is clear
And I hope you hear this
I love you
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:36.95] I spent too much time erasing, not enough time changing
[00:41.04] Blurring the lines between sick and selfish
[00:43.31] Hoping I can grab on for just a second
[00:46.25] But I've learned to take what I can get
[00:48.70] And use the parts that makes sense
[00:50.48] And relent only when I meet my own death
[00:52.86] And find a pace I can circumvent
[00:55.38] When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong
[00:59.04] All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song
[01:03.98] But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching
[01:09.03] With this new perspective I'm finally taking
[01:16.05] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[01:20.07] The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell
[01:26.41] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[01:30.75] Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails
[01:38.95] Death is not a choice and love should not be either
[01:44.73] I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather
[01:49.88] The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess
[01:54.44] And now I know that our complacent love is completely dead
[02:00.49] I will complicate this love just to feel something
[02:03.82] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
[02:06.24] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back
[02:11.48] I will complicate this love just to feel something
[02:14.46] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
[02:17.03] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked
[02:25.53] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[02:29.28] The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames
[02:34.85] I would give up all I have just to go back home
[02:39.95] I dropped the breadcrumbs
[02:41.77] I hope you know I hate being alone
[02:48.32] You used to make my mind clear
[02:51.51] Now your absence does instead
[02:54.51] I heard your dog barking in the backyard
[02:57.64] He only does that when you're home
[03:00.16] And I just hope you understand
[03:01.82] I never meant to grow apart
[03:04.22] But I knew at some point I had to grow
[03:06.73] I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience
[03:10.11] But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart
[03:14.77] I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions
[03:18.32] I conformed to what I understood to be happiness
[03:21.33] Or undiagnosed and self medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty
[03:30.03] And I still can't believe that I lied to you
[03:32.78] Especially because when I said it
[03:35.65] I thought I was telling the truth
[03:38.49] I thought I was strong enough to carry you
[03:41.14] But now my mind is clear
[03:44.69] And I hope you hear this
[03:46.57] I love you
[03:48.48]
[00:41.04] Blurring the lines between sick and selfish
[00:43.31] Hoping I can grab on for just a second
[00:46.25] But I've learned to take what I can get
[00:48.70] And use the parts that makes sense
[00:50.48] And relent only when I meet my own death
[00:52.86] And find a pace I can circumvent
[00:55.38] When was truth less about proving a point and just proving someone wrong
[00:59.04] All along I'll rest my aching joints to my own broken hope and swan song
[01:03.98] But maybe I'm over worked because I like breaking the healing process as a comfort when I'm aching
[01:09.03] With this new perspective I'm finally taking
[01:16.05] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[01:20.07] The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames of hell
[01:26.41] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[01:30.75] Even if our honesty is building peace into a bed of nails
[01:38.95] Death is not a choice and love should not be either
[01:44.73] I'll endure the pain if our hearts endure the weather
[01:49.88] The only pain worse than killing with force is killing with neglect I guess
[01:54.44] And now I know that our complacent love is completely dead
[02:00.49] I will complicate this love just to feel something
[02:03.82] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
[02:06.24] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I realized you are not coming back
[02:11.48] I will complicate this love just to feel something
[02:14.46] And I'm sorry if it's clouded all the facts
[02:17.03] The rhythm of my heartbeat change in the moment that I conceptualize the words I masked
[02:25.53] I made this bed and I will sleep in it
[02:29.28] The comfort of your warm sheets will bring me to the further flames
[02:34.85] I would give up all I have just to go back home
[02:39.95] I dropped the breadcrumbs
[02:41.77] I hope you know I hate being alone
[02:48.32] You used to make my mind clear
[02:51.51] Now your absence does instead
[02:54.51] I heard your dog barking in the backyard
[02:57.64] He only does that when you're home
[03:00.16] And I just hope you understand
[03:01.82] I never meant to grow apart
[03:04.22] But I knew at some point I had to grow
[03:06.73] I guess I could've picked a better time to learn patience
[03:10.11] But now I'm learning that I am becoming the one who broke my heart
[03:14.77] I was a creature of habit but with no real intentions
[03:18.32] I conformed to what I understood to be happiness
[03:21.33] Or undiagnosed and self medicated approach to getting lost in each other's contemptment lead to a misconception of your beauty
[03:30.03] And I still can't believe that I lied to you
[03:32.78] Especially because when I said it
[03:35.65] I thought I was telling the truth
[03:38.49] I thought I was strong enough to carry you
[03:41.14] But now my mind is clear
[03:44.69] And I hope you hear this
[03:46.57] I love you
[03:48.48]