Death of Youth

[00:12.85] There's that lump in my throat
[00:14.94] The one that I get when I'm sat all alone
[00:17.91] Brought to me by anxiety and a life unknown
[00:23.13] It's the thought of death it completely surrounds me
[00:29.16] It never lets me go, it never lets me go
[00:38.65] Wait 'til tomorrow, wait 'til tomorrow they say
[00:45.55] But what if it doesn't come?
[00:49.00] Because so many things keep ending
[00:51.86] As if they'd never really begun
[00:54.50] As if they'd never really begun
[01:08.29] Writing out all these useless words
[01:13.96] As if they'll ever mean anything anyway
[01:19.89] Writing out words that I'm never going to read again
[01:24.17] Filled with "yours" and "mine" and "yesterday"
[01:27.72] And what happened to them?
[01:30.82] Reliving old stories
[01:33.77] I'm too entrenched in my past
[01:36.96] Reliving my youth
[01:39.04] I think I'm just too long in the tooth
[01:41.66] I'm never looking forward
[01:44.61] I'm always looking back
[01:47.46] Nostalgic thoughts surround me
[01:49.88] As if I'll somehow get it all back
[01:52.76] It's these thoughts I carry with me
[01:55.45] They weigh on me in my bed
[01:58.13] About life and death and dying
[02:01.04] And the soil pouring over my head
[02:03.90] It's these thoughts I carry with me
[02:06.78] They weigh on me in my bed
[02:09.34] About life and death and dying
[02:12.29] And the soil pouring over my head
[02:30.53] I'm always counting down
[02:36.38] I'm always ready to think the worst
[02:42.91] Tied to old stories
[02:44.66] Tied to my youth
[02:45.95] Reliving old stories
[02:47.86] Reliving my youth
[02:49.62] Tied to old stories
[02:51.35] Tied to my youth
[02:52.83] Reliving old stories
[02:54.62] Reliving my youth
[02:56.84] It's these thoughts I carry with me
[03:00.30] They weigh on me in my bed
[03:03.50] About life and death and dying
[03:07.11] And the soil pouring over my head
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