Dialysis Dreams

And there was nothing I could do
I was too far away from you
And there was nothing I could say
You had to let go anyway
Everyday I lose a memory
I feel the pull of time
A piece of me dies
A bit of my life unwinds
But I'll never ask why
Because everybody grows and everybody dies
Last night you came back to life
Took your Ford for a spin
You were driving
You were young again
Please don't decay just stay next to me
These days I'm missing you
I wish you pulled through
But threre was nothing I could do
To keep the blood the blood rushing out of you
I hope you feel the pull of it all
Broke my back when I hit the wall
And I can taste the sand
I hope you're free runnning wild
With your dreams in my hands
These days I'm missing you
I wish you pulled through
But there was nothing I could do
I was too far away from you
And there was nothing I could say
You had to let go anyway
I remember when you lost your leg
And I rememeber when you lost your hair
And I knew I was losing you
I'm always losing
Could you feel your heartbeat fade?
Did it hurt to let go of everything?
Did that bed feel like a grave?
Did i ever cross your mind?