Idols

So here I am again - against the world
My blood is boiling with rage, I can't it hold
Life - still the same unfair scum
I had deceived myself, what I have done?

I hate my life, I hate my soul
I hate myself, I hate it all
I feel my mind losing control
Inside I watch my idols fall

I was hoping too much, too much believed
I raised up idols in hutch inside of me
They terrify, but they are frail
They built up by thoughts and fears and doomed to fail

I was naive and paid for it by tears
I was too close to truth that I found in my fears