Mother's Day

I can't shake the feeling my life's hanging by a thread
One wrong move and I'll lose everything I've ever had
I never make the best of anything
Searching for a way out constantly
You always see the best in everything and find a way with honesty
And honestly I could never express what you mean to me

I quit the smokes a year after gravestones
And I don't feel better, just more alone
And I know I don't say it enough but I love you
And everything you've done for us, you've done for us

I need the rain, the real rain
The clouds that cover me like passing showers
Our time is fleeting and I don't want
To be okay, I'm addicted to the misery
The victim always never leaves
I just can't take it
My selfish selflessness mask the glaring imperfections, imperfections

I quit the smokes a year after gravestones
And I don't feel better, just more alone
And I know I don't say it enough but I love you
And everything you've done for us, you've done for us

Nostalgia always gets the best of me, everything we use to be
Maybe we're fucked up now, and maybe it's just me
And I'm tired of lying
Nothing's the same since dad died
You're holding it together
Oh, how I know you try

I quit the smokes a year after gravestones
And I don't feel better, just more alone
And I know I don't say it enough but I love you
And everything you've done for us, you've done for us