Shading

I've seen through the shading
And down to what's within
Reaching you will feel me

Lost and alone
You said i was what you were looking for
So why do i feel so empty

And it seemed so real
Pulled from my grasp taken away
Am i nothing in your eyes
Reaching out i feel
You were pulling away, never letting me in
I am nothing in your eyes

Day in day out i see you live your life again
A fool i stand here in waiting
In letters words and pictures
You profess your love to me
And to the last they were lies

The malice i should feel for you deceitfulness
Some how always escapes me
And in the shading
Between the words you said to me
I know i'd be left empty