When I Was 16, I Killed Myself
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I don't laugh anymore.
When I was 16, I killed myself. "
Choose life, choose a family" and I whispered no.
I remember your shaking voice when I let you down, but did you see the tears I shed when you took another sip.
You had the look in your eyes that said it all, but believe me when I say I used to love my life.
But you took that from me and I keep dreaming...
I keep wishing.
I always wondered how it would be without you by my side.
I drank the last coffee and wrote it down: My whole life, the bitter taste of all the memories when you touched my hands.
Swallowed down, forgotten.
But I will never forgive.
I light a cigarette and think of all my favorite scenes just to forget the sound of your voice.
I take a deep breath trying to feel it inside my hands.
Nothing but a memory fading into the atmosphere.
Now I am on my own.
I am finally free.
I am who I used to be.
No more thoughts holding me back.
I won over you.
No more regrets keeping me down.
I lost everything.
Expectations kept me awake and I woke up every night.
When the first tear dropped, I knew I couldn't change a thing.
My dreams seemed endless but I left life for a better place.
I am disenchanted.
We are all the same.
Nothing changes.
No one cares.
We are all the same.
If life scares you to death, you and me: we feel the same.
We feel the same.
When I was 16, I killed myself. "
Choose life, choose a family" and I whispered no.
I remember your shaking voice when I let you down, but did you see the tears I shed when you took another sip.
You had the look in your eyes that said it all, but believe me when I say I used to love my life.
But you took that from me and I keep dreaming...
I keep wishing.
I always wondered how it would be without you by my side.
I drank the last coffee and wrote it down: My whole life, the bitter taste of all the memories when you touched my hands.
Swallowed down, forgotten.
But I will never forgive.
I light a cigarette and think of all my favorite scenes just to forget the sound of your voice.
I take a deep breath trying to feel it inside my hands.
Nothing but a memory fading into the atmosphere.
Now I am on my own.
I am finally free.
I am who I used to be.
No more thoughts holding me back.
I won over you.
No more regrets keeping me down.
I lost everything.
Expectations kept me awake and I woke up every night.
When the first tear dropped, I knew I couldn't change a thing.
My dreams seemed endless but I left life for a better place.
I am disenchanted.
We are all the same.
Nothing changes.
No one cares.
We are all the same.
If life scares you to death, you and me: we feel the same.
We feel the same.
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:14.65] I don't laugh anymore.
[00:17.63] When I was 16, I killed myself. "
[00:21.37] Choose life, choose a family" and I whispered no.
[00:28.47] I remember your shaking voice when I let you down, but did you see the tears I shed when you took another sip.
[00:41.95] You had the look in your eyes that said it all, but believe me when I say I used to love my life.
[00:57.16] But you took that from me and I keep dreaming...
[01:01.66] I keep wishing.
[01:03.45] I always wondered how it would be without you by my side.
[01:17.86] I drank the last coffee and wrote it down: My whole life, the bitter taste of all the memories when you touched my hands.
[01:29.42] Swallowed down, forgotten.
[01:32.69] But I will never forgive.
[01:34.43] I light a cigarette and think of all my favorite scenes just to forget the sound of your voice.
[01:41.85] I take a deep breath trying to feel it inside my hands.
[01:46.34] Nothing but a memory fading into the atmosphere.
[01:50.18]
[01:57.38] Now I am on my own.
[01:59.13] I am finally free.
[02:00.02] I am who I used to be.
[02:10.74] No more thoughts holding me back.
[02:13.40] I won over you.
[02:16.49] No more regrets keeping me down.
[02:19.57] I lost everything.
[02:23.18]
[02:35.72] Expectations kept me awake and I woke up every night.
[02:42.03] When the first tear dropped, I knew I couldn't change a thing.
[03:01.22] My dreams seemed endless but I left life for a better place.
[03:08.11]
[03:14.41] I am disenchanted.
[03:17.19] We are all the same.
[03:19.81] Nothing changes.
[03:21.63] No one cares.
[03:23.37] We are all the same.
[03:26.95] If life scares you to death, you and me: we feel the same.
[03:35.12] We feel the same.
[03:44.12]
[00:17.63] When I was 16, I killed myself. "
[00:21.37] Choose life, choose a family" and I whispered no.
[00:28.47] I remember your shaking voice when I let you down, but did you see the tears I shed when you took another sip.
[00:41.95] You had the look in your eyes that said it all, but believe me when I say I used to love my life.
[00:57.16] But you took that from me and I keep dreaming...
[01:01.66] I keep wishing.
[01:03.45] I always wondered how it would be without you by my side.
[01:17.86] I drank the last coffee and wrote it down: My whole life, the bitter taste of all the memories when you touched my hands.
[01:29.42] Swallowed down, forgotten.
[01:32.69] But I will never forgive.
[01:34.43] I light a cigarette and think of all my favorite scenes just to forget the sound of your voice.
[01:41.85] I take a deep breath trying to feel it inside my hands.
[01:46.34] Nothing but a memory fading into the atmosphere.
[01:50.18]
[01:57.38] Now I am on my own.
[01:59.13] I am finally free.
[02:00.02] I am who I used to be.
[02:10.74] No more thoughts holding me back.
[02:13.40] I won over you.
[02:16.49] No more regrets keeping me down.
[02:19.57] I lost everything.
[02:23.18]
[02:35.72] Expectations kept me awake and I woke up every night.
[02:42.03] When the first tear dropped, I knew I couldn't change a thing.
[03:01.22] My dreams seemed endless but I left life for a better place.
[03:08.11]
[03:14.41] I am disenchanted.
[03:17.19] We are all the same.
[03:19.81] Nothing changes.
[03:21.63] No one cares.
[03:23.37] We are all the same.
[03:26.95] If life scares you to death, you and me: we feel the same.
[03:35.12] We feel the same.
[03:44.12]