I Had My Fun/Back To the Start
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⏱️ 3:08 duration
🆔 ID: 5576677
📜 Lyrics
I had my fun, 'til my fun turned into humiliation and a suicide scare
I try to lead with love, but I hurt everyone that gets close enough to show me that they care
I cry alone in my room or out back, with my finger down my throat
Expelling shame I can't bear
Every day, I say I'm done, 'til I see that setting sun
But tonight, I'm gonna fight white knuckle
I lost my passion and my looks, my stomach's turning like a brook
I told my best friend I wanted to buy a gun
I don't know how I wound up here, feels like I lost so many years
Spend all my time saying sorry to everyone
Sorry
I don't know how I wound up here
The smallest things brings me to tears
And once they're gone, I am complеtely numb
I don't know how I wound up here
I resent the insight of life experience
All these lessons only bring me harm
All these battles only leave me scarred
Oh, how I long to go back to the start
Oh, how I long to go back to the start
I try to lead with love, but I hurt everyone that gets close enough to show me that they care
I cry alone in my room or out back, with my finger down my throat
Expelling shame I can't bear
Every day, I say I'm done, 'til I see that setting sun
But tonight, I'm gonna fight white knuckle
I lost my passion and my looks, my stomach's turning like a brook
I told my best friend I wanted to buy a gun
I don't know how I wound up here, feels like I lost so many years
Spend all my time saying sorry to everyone
Sorry
I don't know how I wound up here
The smallest things brings me to tears
And once they're gone, I am complеtely numb
I don't know how I wound up here
I resent the insight of life experience
All these lessons only bring me harm
All these battles only leave me scarred
Oh, how I long to go back to the start
Oh, how I long to go back to the start
⏱️ Synced Lyrics
[00:24.90] I had my fun, 'til my fun turned into humiliation and a suicide scare
[00:38.32] I try to lead with love, but I hurt everyone that gets close enough to show me that they care
[00:51.03] I cry alone in my room or out back, with my finger down my throat
[00:59.94] Expelling shame I can't bear
[01:02.84] Every day, I say I'm done, 'til I see that setting sun
[01:09.32] But tonight, I'm gonna fight white knuckle
[01:19.66] I lost my passion and my looks, my stomach's turning like a brook
[01:25.98] I told my best friend I wanted to buy a gun
[01:31.96] I don't know how I wound up here, feels like I lost so many years
[01:38.70] Spend all my time saying sorry to everyone
[01:47.97] Sorry
[01:50.63]
[01:57.75] I don't know how I wound up here
[02:01.48] The smallest things brings me to tears
[02:04.34] And once they're gone, I am complеtely numb
[02:10.63] I don't know how I wound up here
[02:14.13] I resent the insight of life experience
[02:18.08] All these lessons only bring me harm
[02:23.47] All these battles only leave me scarred
[02:29.84] Oh, how I long to go back to the start
[02:35.13]
[02:42.37] Oh, how I long to go back to the start
[02:48.16]
[00:38.32] I try to lead with love, but I hurt everyone that gets close enough to show me that they care
[00:51.03] I cry alone in my room or out back, with my finger down my throat
[00:59.94] Expelling shame I can't bear
[01:02.84] Every day, I say I'm done, 'til I see that setting sun
[01:09.32] But tonight, I'm gonna fight white knuckle
[01:19.66] I lost my passion and my looks, my stomach's turning like a brook
[01:25.98] I told my best friend I wanted to buy a gun
[01:31.96] I don't know how I wound up here, feels like I lost so many years
[01:38.70] Spend all my time saying sorry to everyone
[01:47.97] Sorry
[01:50.63]
[01:57.75] I don't know how I wound up here
[02:01.48] The smallest things brings me to tears
[02:04.34] And once they're gone, I am complеtely numb
[02:10.63] I don't know how I wound up here
[02:14.13] I resent the insight of life experience
[02:18.08] All these lessons only bring me harm
[02:23.47] All these battles only leave me scarred
[02:29.84] Oh, how I long to go back to the start
[02:35.13]
[02:42.37] Oh, how I long to go back to the start
[02:48.16]