Hollow Friends

I'm so sick of pretending
To feel nothing when it's there
Tell my friends not to care
I wanna be alone
Tell tell my friends to run
Run away from home
Because nothing is what it seems, so stop planting the seeds

'Cause I wanna be whole again
I'm tired of filling the spaces with new friends
And I would rather lay down somewhere I don't know
Than lay in this house that I call a home
'Cause I wanna be whole

They said it's all in my head
So where do I turn to instead?
Calling out to come forth while they play hide and seek
And I can't help feeling weak
With this lack of sleep
I've been running around while my head's upside down

'Cause I wanna be whole again
I'm tired of filling the spaces with new friends
And I would rather lay down somewhere I don't know
Than lay in this house that I call a home

'Cause I wanna be whole again
And I'm so sick of these hollow friends
'Cause I wanna be whole again
And I'm so sick of these hollow friends