Not That Deep

I heard you say you can't let go
But there's no charge anymore
What you said was that you feel you're not in control anymore
But there's no quiet here

Not joking, just making them laugh
Not touching, just letting them know your touch
Not brave, just pretending you're tough
Not awake, just not asleep yet

My love, you've gone and left me
Singing by myself
It's not that lonely
It's not so dark at the top
But I cling to you and your memory
'Cause you've broken me
At least a couple of layers
Not me, not me, but my skin
No please, not pleading my sin
Wasn't crying like I care anymore
Which I don't, by the way, I don't
I'm cool, I'm cool

I see proverbial proverb and the weak rise up and take over the strong
Watch you tell us that you're weak because you're young
But there's no expiration date on porcelain
Poor you
Poor lil old truth
Poor lil old tune
Made a fortune off the back of someone else's fortress, singing

Not me, not me, but my skin
No please, not pleading my sin
Wasn't crying like I care anymore
Which I don't, by the way, I don't
I'm cool, I'm cool

Ask for just now and I decided to blinker
Shut my eyes, see the redness of the sun
Feel the dust stick on my tongue
Feel the weight of my shoulders on my knees when I run

Not me, not me, but my skin
No please, not pleading my sin
Wasn't crying like I care anymore
Which I don't, by the way, I don't
I'm cool, I'm cool
I'm cool, I'm cool