Sick In The Head

[00:00.86] I gotta find my way outta hell
[00:04.46] I gotta find my way alone
[00:08.91] I see myself dead by suicide
[00:13.44] By a knife, gun, a blade-- or hanging high
[00:17.93] Will I be safe or will I die
[00:20.77] Can I stop the voices deep inside,
[00:25.21] My mind, my mind, my mind, my fucking mind!
[00:33.25] Dead to me - Youre dead to me
[00:36.88] Youre dead to me, all dead to me
[00:46.53] Oh My Fucking God!
[00:54.79] Im a victim, Ive lived through disaster -
[00:59.25] Pushed too far this is the reaction
[01:02.86] I hate your lies
[01:10.91] I hate my life
[01:18.18] Dead to me - Youre dead to me
[01:21.78] Youre dead to me - All Dead
[01:32.59] Oh My Fucking God!
[01:40.61] Im a victim ive lived through disaster
[01:44.30] Pushed too far this is the reaction - to you!
[01:54.22] I hate your lies
[01:56.09] I hate my life
[02:03.26] Hoping I'll find a way,
[02:07.72] A way to live dead together
[02:11.33] A way to hide my fears, a way to disappear
[02:19.45] I cant fake it, I wont make it
[02:23.91] I'll just hate it, I cant fake it
[02:27.51] I wont make it, I just hate it
[02:32.04] I cant take it
[02:33.80] I cant change it, I cant take it, I cant take it!
[02:39.24] I wont make it, no!
[02:41.02] Dead to me, youre dead to me,
[02:43.77] Youre dead to me - all dead!
[02:55.01] Dead. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
[02:58.73] I put a 12 gauge under my chin
[03:03.22] Dead. Dead... Youre soon to be dead
[03:06.83] I put a 12 gauge under my chin
[03:11.31] Dead to me youre dead to me
[03:14.94] Youre dead to me, all dead to me
[03:25.78] Oh my fucking god!
[03:32.90] Im a victim ive lived through disaster
[03:36.58] Pushed too far this is the reaction
[03:40.18] ...died a thousand times again and again...
[03:42.85] In my mind I have died.
[03:43.74] I have slowly withered.
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