Everleave

[00:12.22] I make your coffee, pack your lunch
[00:15.55] I've never heard "Good morning, beautiful"
[00:21.53] I always thought I ask too much
[00:24.62] Is my fairytale idea of love delusional?
[00:31.04] And you've got no idea I'm drowning
[00:34.30] Mind is racing, heart is pounding
[00:37.50] Is today the day I walk away?
[00:43.11] Maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy
[00:50.02] 'Cause there are days I think we'll be alright
[00:55.83] But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
[01:02.19] Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
[01:08.18] If nothing changes, I might break
[01:14.17] I don't think you believe I'll ever leave
[01:27.25] Standing at the kitchen sink
[01:30.20] I wonder if you'll ask about my day
[01:36.33] I'm washing off your dinner plate
[01:39.64] And all I see is a decade down the drain
[01:45.86] And you've got no idea I'm drowning
[01:49.19] Mind is racing, heart is pounding
[01:52.38] Is today the day I walk away?
[01:57.70] I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy
[02:04.79] 'Cause there were days I thought we'd be alright
[02:10.76] But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
[02:17.04] Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
[02:23.19] If nothing changed, I said I'd break
[02:28.89] I know you don't believe I'll ever leave
[02:36.53] Now I'm not leaving lights on
[02:39.50] I left 'em on for too long
[02:42.97] I'm not wrong for this
[02:45.09] And one day it'll all make sense
[02:48.97] For every night you heard me plead
[02:52.09] If one more reason's what you need
[02:55.04] I guess me at 21 and 31
[02:58.20] Just wanted different things
[03:03.31] I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy
[03:10.29] But now I know I'll never be alright
[03:16.11] But I can't keep pouring from a cup so empty
[03:22.52] Then turn my back and try to sleep at night
[03:27.20] Oh, nothing changed
[03:31.23] I had to break to make myself believe
[03:43.15] I'd ever leave
[03:49.40] I'd ever leave
[03:54.82] I thought I'd never leave
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