Suicide Hotline - (Monoxide Remix)
๐ต 2074 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:03 duration
๐ ID: 5675627
๐ Lyrics
It ain't no point to me waking up,
Everybody's time I'm taking up,
I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,
I can't stay here and it's colder there,
I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt,
I slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt,
For me everybody holds a hate,
I got backstabbed and everybody holds the stake,
It's no roads to take I'm in a circle drive,
Bustin' at myself and I'm tryna survive,
I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down,
And I ain't got many home boys comin' round,
You don't understand so don't say you do,
I swear I'll put a mother fuckin' slug in you,
I'm the only one, the lonely one,
And at home loading a gun thinking why not?
I got court comin' up, I stole a truck,
I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck,
I wanna get high but i got piss test,
I'm always first name on top of the shit list,
Get this, the witch has made my chest,
It's permanent nightly visiting nest,
It ain't no clothes I look good in,
I'm the mother fuckin' big red train that couldn't,
I got no family I stole they shit,
Restraining orders and I still won't quit,
I hit rock bottom, and I fell in a hole,
And I fell through the floor of that hole some more,
I been missin for a year, nobody's lookin',
I got beat down and my shit tookin',
I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
Or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain!
I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel,
The dreams are gettin' serious think I'm in trouble,
I don't hold memory for more than an hour,
I'm tire as fuck and I'm drained of power,
I ain't half way there and I'm outta time,
I'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine,
I been around the world but no place is home,
I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome,
I'm butt-naked, I been jackin' off gettin' drunk,
It's my last hours alive who gives a fuck?
It don't matter. I'm doing the shit in the garage,
Tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage,
This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me,
Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me,
I'm about to do it,
Can you hold for a second...
Hello?
Everybody's time I'm taking up,
I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,
I can't stay here and it's colder there,
I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt,
I slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt,
For me everybody holds a hate,
I got backstabbed and everybody holds the stake,
It's no roads to take I'm in a circle drive,
Bustin' at myself and I'm tryna survive,
I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down,
And I ain't got many home boys comin' round,
You don't understand so don't say you do,
I swear I'll put a mother fuckin' slug in you,
I'm the only one, the lonely one,
And at home loading a gun thinking why not?
I got court comin' up, I stole a truck,
I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck,
I wanna get high but i got piss test,
I'm always first name on top of the shit list,
Get this, the witch has made my chest,
It's permanent nightly visiting nest,
It ain't no clothes I look good in,
I'm the mother fuckin' big red train that couldn't,
I got no family I stole they shit,
Restraining orders and I still won't quit,
I hit rock bottom, and I fell in a hole,
And I fell through the floor of that hole some more,
I been missin for a year, nobody's lookin',
I got beat down and my shit tookin',
I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
Or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain!
I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel,
The dreams are gettin' serious think I'm in trouble,
I don't hold memory for more than an hour,
I'm tire as fuck and I'm drained of power,
I ain't half way there and I'm outta time,
I'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine,
I been around the world but no place is home,
I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome,
I'm butt-naked, I been jackin' off gettin' drunk,
It's my last hours alive who gives a fuck?
It don't matter. I'm doing the shit in the garage,
Tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage,
This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me,
Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me,
I'm about to do it,
Can you hold for a second...
Hello?
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:09.08] It ain't no point to me waking up,
[00:10.85] Everybody's time I'm taking up,
[00:13.59] I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,
[00:16.24] I can't stay here and it's colder there,
[00:18.09] I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt,
[00:20.77] I slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt,
[00:23.58] For me everybody holds a hate,
[00:25.38] I got backstabbed and everybody holds the stake,
[00:28.00] It's no roads to take I'm in a circle drive,
[00:29.83] Bustin' at myself and I'm tryna survive,
[00:32.57] I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down,
[00:34.36] And I ain't got many home boys comin' round,
[00:37.06] You don't understand so don't say you do,
[00:39.71] I swear I'll put a mother fuckin' slug in you,
[00:42.44] I'm the only one, the lonely one,
[00:44.22] And at home loading a gun thinking why not?
[01:05.47] I got court comin' up, I stole a truck,
[01:08.21] I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck,
[01:10.95] I wanna get high but i got piss test,
[01:13.68] I'm always first name on top of the shit list,
[01:15.43] Get this, the witch has made my chest,
[01:18.19] It's permanent nightly visiting nest,
[01:19.95] It ain't no clothes I look good in,
[01:22.66] I'm the mother fuckin' big red train that couldn't,
[01:25.31] I got no family I stole they shit,
[01:27.18] Restraining orders and I still won't quit,
[01:29.97] I hit rock bottom, and I fell in a hole,
[01:31.79] And I fell through the floor of that hole some more,
[01:34.41] I been missin for a year, nobody's lookin',
[01:36.20] I got beat down and my shit tookin',
[01:38.92] I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
[01:41.69] Or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain!
[02:03.36] I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel,
[02:05.12] The dreams are gettin' serious think I'm in trouble,
[02:07.83] I don't hold memory for more than an hour,
[02:10.55] I'm tire as fuck and I'm drained of power,
[02:12.30] I ain't half way there and I'm outta time,
[02:15.01] I'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine,
[02:16.84] I been around the world but no place is home,
[02:19.50] I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome,
[02:21.44] I'm butt-naked, I been jackin' off gettin' drunk,
[02:24.12] It's my last hours alive who gives a fuck?
[02:26.87] It don't matter. I'm doing the shit in the garage,
[02:28.61] Tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage,
[02:31.33] This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me,
[02:34.02] Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me,
[02:36.73] I'm about to do it,
[02:37.61] Can you hold for a second...
[02:40.34] Hello?
[02:42.19]
[00:10.85] Everybody's time I'm taking up,
[00:13.59] I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,
[00:16.24] I can't stay here and it's colder there,
[00:18.09] I don't wanna look back cause it's gonna hurt,
[00:20.77] I slice my wrist and it's gonna squirt,
[00:23.58] For me everybody holds a hate,
[00:25.38] I got backstabbed and everybody holds the stake,
[00:28.00] It's no roads to take I'm in a circle drive,
[00:29.83] Bustin' at myself and I'm tryna survive,
[00:32.57] I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down,
[00:34.36] And I ain't got many home boys comin' round,
[00:37.06] You don't understand so don't say you do,
[00:39.71] I swear I'll put a mother fuckin' slug in you,
[00:42.44] I'm the only one, the lonely one,
[00:44.22] And at home loading a gun thinking why not?
[01:05.47] I got court comin' up, I stole a truck,
[01:08.21] I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck,
[01:10.95] I wanna get high but i got piss test,
[01:13.68] I'm always first name on top of the shit list,
[01:15.43] Get this, the witch has made my chest,
[01:18.19] It's permanent nightly visiting nest,
[01:19.95] It ain't no clothes I look good in,
[01:22.66] I'm the mother fuckin' big red train that couldn't,
[01:25.31] I got no family I stole they shit,
[01:27.18] Restraining orders and I still won't quit,
[01:29.97] I hit rock bottom, and I fell in a hole,
[01:31.79] And I fell through the floor of that hole some more,
[01:34.41] I been missin for a year, nobody's lookin',
[01:36.20] I got beat down and my shit tookin',
[01:38.92] I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
[01:41.69] Or this self inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain!
[02:03.36] I dream about cuttin' heads off with a shovel,
[02:05.12] The dreams are gettin' serious think I'm in trouble,
[02:07.83] I don't hold memory for more than an hour,
[02:10.55] I'm tire as fuck and I'm drained of power,
[02:12.30] I ain't half way there and I'm outta time,
[02:15.01] I'm like a crushed light bulb, all outta shine,
[02:16.84] I been around the world but no place is home,
[02:19.50] I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome,
[02:21.44] I'm butt-naked, I been jackin' off gettin' drunk,
[02:24.12] It's my last hours alive who gives a fuck?
[02:26.87] It don't matter. I'm doing the shit in the garage,
[02:28.61] Tryna make it easier for them to clean my head splaage,
[02:31.33] This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me,
[02:34.02] Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me,
[02:36.73] I'm about to do it,
[02:37.61] Can you hold for a second...
[02:40.34] Hello?
[02:42.19]