blurred around the edges [Feat. Saxl Rose]

[00:20.78] I know just where to cut
[00:23.50] I never really was
[00:25.96] One to refrain from drawing blood
[00:31.05] Typically my own
[00:33.84] In ways that don't quite show
[00:36.35] Surrounded by love, yet alone
[00:41.35] I'm afraid that all I am is fake
[00:44.88] Pretending I'm not out of place
[00:48.25] Or burning with self-hate
[00:50.31] Forever missing yesterday
[00:54.17] But can never stay
[00:57.02] Present, drift away
[01:01.50]
[01:23.43] Allow myself to rust
[01:26.04] My heart collecting dust
[01:28.66] My mind keeps repeating, "You're not enough"
[01:33.67] It has me by the throat
[01:36.49] A death grip stranglehold
[01:38.99] I fear it's the last thing I'll know
[01:45.52] I'm afraid that all I am is fake
[01:48.23] Pretending I'm not out of place
[01:50.88] Or burning with self-hate
[01:53.38] Forever missing yesterday
[01:56.71] But can never stay
[01:59.71] Present, drift away
[02:06.46] (Has me by the throat)
[02:10.94] (Death grip stranglehold)
[02:15.96] (I know just where to cut)
[02:26.03] Is there a hole inside my brain
[02:30.66] Pulling every thought into a negative space?!
[02:35.75] A gravity I can't escape!
[02:38.29] Weighted my head to a pillow for days!
[02:43.78] But I still won't stay!
[02:46.17] I'm afraid that all l am is fake
[02:50.47] Pretending I'm not out of place
[02:53.27] Or burning with self-hate
[02:55.82] Forever missing yesterday
[02:59.11] But can never stay
[03:02.35] Present, drift away
[03:06.75] I'm afraid that all I am is fake
[03:10.39] Pretending I'm not out of place
[03:13.85] Or burning with self-hate
[03:16.59] Forever missing yesterday
[03:19.83] But can never stay
[03:23.19] Present, drift away...
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