The Cheapest Thrill

[00:12.48] I was a teenager, delusional
[00:22.03] With such an awkward build
[00:24.79] That's why the first time she sent me a look
[00:27.65] I swore she was my world
[00:29.76] A week later, got cheated on
[00:32.61] A pay-by-hour hotel
[00:34.78] I guess she thought that's what my future's worth
[00:37.87] A twenty dollar bill
[00:39.89] I damn the world, shooting fire from my eyes
[00:44.81] But behind them I was burning
[00:47.50] Now I'm the lie
[00:49.42] I'm the cheapest thrill
[00:52.69] I'm the cheapest thrill
[00:57.36] And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill
[01:06.93] And I can barely stand myself
[01:14.13] Clearly I was crazy
[01:23.75] The first to give advice
[01:25.90] Played it up like I was noble
[01:29.01] But I was feeding my own pride
[01:31.74] The lengths I'd go for a fix
[01:33.70] Tacky charm got me far
[01:36.24] Must have hurt so many feelings
[01:38.42] While stabbing my own heart
[01:41.67] I damn the world, shooting fire from my eyes
[01:46.31] But behind them I was burning
[01:49.23] Now I'm the lie
[01:51.22] I'm the cheapest thrill
[01:54.63] I'm the cheapest thrill
[01:59.01] And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill
[02:08.75] And I can barely stand myself
[02:12.88] Suddenly I can see through my own eyes again
[02:20.10] But I don't like what I'm feeling
[02:23.19] You can't help your thoughts
[02:26.78] But you can change your actions
[02:29.85] If I don't I'll be consumed
[02:38.34] Now I'm the cheapest thrill
[02:44.99] I'm the cheapest thrill
[02:50.94] And everyone can tell that I'm the cheapest thrill
[03:00.01] And I can barely stand myself
[03:03.89] I know now I'm not going back
[03:05.75] I know my own worth now
[03:08.82] (And I can barely stand myself)
[03:09.72] I know now I'm not going back
[03:11.64] I know my own worth now
[03:13.38] (And I can barely stand myself)
[03:14.94] I know now I'm not going back
[03:16.88] I know my own worth now
[03:18.94] (I'm the cheapest thrill)
[03:20.74] I'm the cheapest thrill
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