Half Remembered Dream

[00:40.04] I'm waiting for a train
[00:44.11] To take me away
[00:48.27] The cost of my vanity
[00:51.02] I can't afford to pay
[00:56.42] I'm waiting for a change
[01:00.54] To not feel this way
[01:04.97] I gave up my sanity
[01:07.77] For nothing in exchange
[01:13.39] I think I'm wasted
[01:17.19] And I'll never make it
[01:21.33] I'm numb and I'm jaded
[01:25.42] And I can't escape it
[01:29.89] I think I'm waking
[01:33.78] Cause I feel you fading
[01:37.71] There's nowhere to run
[01:39.81] The train never comes
[01:42.16] I'm sick of this place
[01:44.13] I'm sick of LA
[01:46.26] I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah
[01:50.52] Don't know what love is, but I love cocaine
[01:53.95] I love the way that she feels and now I can't feel my pain
[01:58.26] I can't feel the mania, I don't feel insane
[02:02.19] She swears that I have a problem, like I don't know
[02:06.47] That if I don't get a grip, I'm gonna die on this road
[02:10.56] I know I'm losing control, I've been losing hope
[02:14.67] I swear I'm trying to grow, but this is
[02:18.56] This is all that I know
[02:23.99]
[02:52.22] The world that I'm lost in
[02:56.41] Is one I can't process
[03:00.56] I've been to the bottom
[03:04.64] I'm back to the bottle
[03:08.69] Already forgot it
[03:13.06] Already forgotten
[03:17.19] The pain that it causes
[03:21.23] Like I didn't cause it
[03:25.38] And I think I'm wasted
[03:29.64] And I'll never make it
[03:33.79] I'm numb and I'm jaded
[03:37.86] And I can't escape it
[03:41.94] And I think I'm waking
[03:46.07] Cause I feel you fading
[03:50.18] Your memory's erasing
[03:54.36] And I can't escape, no
[03:56.66] I can't escape
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