I'm Not Allowed to Die Anymore
๐ต 705 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:34 duration
๐ ID: 5730179
๐ Lyrics
I've been asleep since December
I think I'll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?
I'm fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?
Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I'm just not happy anymore
I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody'd let me
So it won't hurt them when I go
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I'm older
It's selfish of me to let go
My family's broken and severed
And I can't keep us together
I wish that I wasn't alone
What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I'm the reason?
I think I'll freeze in this weather
Is this the end that I chose?
I'm fighting to keep myself sober
When I wish my life would be over
Is there a way I can do both?
Everyone says that they need me
How do I say I'm defeated?
How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
I'm just not happy anymore
I wish that they never met me
I wish that they could forget me
And I wish that somebody'd let me
So it won't hurt them when I go
The weight of the world on my shoulders
Is heavier now that I'm older
It's selfish of me to let go
My family's broken and severed
And I can't keep us together
I wish that I wasn't alone
What happens when I stop breathing?
What happens when I'm the reason?
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:23.86] I've been asleep since December
[00:28.91] I think I'll freeze in this weather
[00:34.28] Is this the end that I chose?
[00:44.28] I'm fighting to keep myself sober
[00:49.52] When I wish my life would be over
[00:54.47] Is there a way I can do both?
[00:59.71] Everyone says that they need me
[01:04.86] How do I say I'm defeated?
[01:09.95] How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
[01:14.76] I'm just not happy anymore
[01:20.17] I wish that they never met me
[01:25.27] I wish that they could forget me
[01:30.35] And I wish that somebody'd let me
[01:35.18] So it won't hurt them when I go
[01:45.48] The weight of the world on my shoulders
[01:50.78] Is heavier now that I'm older
[01:55.83] It's selfish of me to let go
[02:06.14] My family's broken and severed
[02:11.49] And I can't keep us together
[02:16.37] I wish that I wasn't alone
[03:07.43] What happens when I stop breathing?
[03:12.57] What happens when I'm the reason?
[03:16.32]
[00:28.91] I think I'll freeze in this weather
[00:34.28] Is this the end that I chose?
[00:44.28] I'm fighting to keep myself sober
[00:49.52] When I wish my life would be over
[00:54.47] Is there a way I can do both?
[00:59.71] Everyone says that they need me
[01:04.86] How do I say I'm defeated?
[01:09.95] How do I tell them I'm bleeding?
[01:14.76] I'm just not happy anymore
[01:20.17] I wish that they never met me
[01:25.27] I wish that they could forget me
[01:30.35] And I wish that somebody'd let me
[01:35.18] So it won't hurt them when I go
[01:45.48] The weight of the world on my shoulders
[01:50.78] Is heavier now that I'm older
[01:55.83] It's selfish of me to let go
[02:06.14] My family's broken and severed
[02:11.49] And I can't keep us together
[02:16.37] I wish that I wasn't alone
[03:07.43] What happens when I stop breathing?
[03:12.57] What happens when I'm the reason?
[03:16.32]