Marigold

[00:15.11] I've never been on medication
[00:17.47] But I think maybe I should
[00:19.13] I learned to balance my emotions
[00:21.38] But I don't feel understood
[00:23.21] I try to make these words sound beautiful
[00:25.64] So you'll listen to me
[00:27.32] And I can tell you that I'm just as lost
[00:29.71] As I will ever be
[00:31.26] I lied to you
[00:33.06] I lied to you
[00:35.36] Always told you that I wanted this
[00:37.71] But I just wanted you
[00:39.27] I lied to you
[00:41.12] I lied to you
[00:43.19] You lit my flame up like a candle
[00:45.43] But you burned me out too soon
[00:55.32] I'm always dreaming of vacations
[00:57.57] But I'm trapped inside my room
[00:59.19] Maybe I'll do some meditation
[01:01.40] To avoid impending doom
[01:03.71] I know that I'm too quiet
[01:05.33] Maybe it's because I've seen
[01:07.02] Too many things I'm not supposed to know
[01:09.81] About reality
[01:11.39] I lied to you
[01:13.27] I lied to you
[01:15.56] Always told you that I wanted this
[01:17.64] But I'm not in the mood
[01:19.21] I lied to you
[01:21.37] I lied to you
[01:23.21] I was a fool to ever think
[01:25.22] I'd find her universe in you
[01:34.94] Spend half my life inside the internet
[01:37.74] Half inside my shoes
[01:39.01] Keep wondering why shit don't feel better yet
[01:41.75] I guess I need more views
[01:43.18] Yeah, you can hide behind your keyboard
[01:45.53] I'm not doing this for you
[01:47.36] I know that most of you are chill
[01:49.26] But I'm a goddamn human too
[01:51.49] I lied to you
[01:53.12] I lied to you
[01:55.56] Always told you that I wanted this
[01:57.67] But I just wanted truth
[01:59.35] I lied to you
[02:01.27] I lied to you
[02:03.10] Made the mistake to diagnose
[02:05.18] This marigold before it bloomed
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