False Start

[00:13.87] I guess we'll chalk it up to another false start
[00:17.40] I thought you heard the bell
[00:19.24] Had an eager heart
[00:20.90] Now I'm pushin' out of the pool soaked and sorry
[00:27.71] I guess we'll chalk it up to a slip off the block
[00:31.19] The crowd grows impatient
[00:33.31] They're restarting the clock
[00:34.82] And now I'm pushing out of the pool Soaked and sorry
[00:42.10] How can I muster the motivation to dive in again inside of me??
[00:52.23] Kinda wanna just quit Swimteam entirely
[01:02.45] I guess you'll reference it as some kind of lost Sunday
[01:05.81] The kind that could be a dream
[01:08.63] Floats and fades away cause now
[01:10.03] I'm bored in bed Wrestlin' with reality
[01:16.25] A temporary escape when the world fell apart
[01:19.62] Swore, I smelled your skin
[01:21.16] I thought I felt your heart
[01:23.10] But now I'm bored in bed
[01:25.40] Wrestlin' with reality
[01:30.75] How can I tell what is real or fake?
[01:35.39] How much more can I take of this war inside of me?
[01:42.69] Kinda hope I just quit dreamin' entirely
[02:03.65] I remember well the chain link fence Water dripping off of my chin
[02:10.44] How is it now, just like then
[02:13.74] I'm still jumping in ahead of the rest
[02:21.04] I was just trying to do Just trying to be
[02:24.64] Just trying to love my best
[02:34.58] I guess you'll reference me just another false start
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