Death Acquires a Different Meaning (Single Edit)

I cut out my own heart
I don't need it
I don't want it
Take it
Its still beating

I ripped my life apart
I ripped my life apart

Ended up six feet deep
Got tired of the same routines and irritated with the same old me

On my knees I lift my eyes
Two sticks nailed by silent cries
On my knees I lift my eyes
Spent my life trying to die

I cut out my own eye
I don't want it

Ended up in too deep
Weighted down by the same routines
Infuriated with the same old me
Different places in different times
Embracing chaos and I swear I've lost my mind

Hope masked as fear
Hidden by our failing lies