dying to be you

[00:06.23] If ignorance is bliss
[00:08.52] Then maybe I'm the shit
[00:10.12] Cause that's what people tell me
[00:12.60] When I'm with my friends
[00:14.38] But when I'm all alone
[00:16.96] And the curtains close
[00:19.24] I look in the mirror
[00:20.82] And I'm self loathing
[00:22.35] How I wear my fears like filthy clothing
[00:25.20] Then I ask myself
[00:27.38] What I don't want to know
[00:30.76] Have I been killing myself
[00:34.18] Dying to be you
[00:38.04] Holding my breathe
[00:40.19] Until my face turns blue
[00:44.52] I got blisters on my fingers
[00:47.96] And a callus on my heart
[00:50.77] Have I been killing myself
[00:53.61] Dying to be you
[00:56.85] Dying to be you
[01:08.85] You don't want to know
[01:10.03] What's been going through my head
[01:11.88] Swimming pools
[01:13.14] Of existential dread
[01:14.99] Look around there's
[01:16.52] No life guard on deck, again
[01:21.14] If depression was a job
[01:22.48] I'd be working the night shift
[01:24.35] Can someone tell my why
[01:25.83] Every day is a crisis
[01:27.33] Nothing ever helps (fuck)
[01:30.28] Why am I like this
[01:32.35] Have I been killing myself
[01:36.25] Dying to be you
[01:40.37] Holding my breathe
[01:42.43] Until my face turns blue
[01:46.81] I got blisters on my fingers
[01:49.61] And a callus on my heart
[01:52.74] Have I been killing myself
[01:55.87] Dying to be you
[01:58.63] Dying to be you
[02:05.32] Dying to be you
[02:14.13] Mirror mirror on the wall
[02:17.01] Whose the saddest of them all
[02:20.37] Are you happy? (YEAHHH)
[02:22.72] But are you sure? (Well)
[02:25.34] Have I been killing myself
[02:28.43] Dying to be you
[02:32.59] Holding my breathe
[02:34.65] Until my face turns blue
[02:39.30] I got blisters on my fingers
[02:41.55] And a callus on my heart
[02:44.99] Have I been killing myself
[02:48.08] Dying to be you
[02:51.39] Dying to be you
[03:04.09] Dying to be you
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