Manifesto

[00:38.27] I am a burden on everyone in my life
[00:43.88] I don't deserve anything
[00:47.50] I will be alone forever
[00:52.04] I will sit and watch everyone I know grow and love
[00:55.40] And get married while I sit alone and do nothing
[01:01.47] I am not a good person
[01:04.86] I am selfish
[01:07.97] I ruin everything with my own selfishness
[01:12.37] I will be alone when I die
[01:18.13] I long for a deep connection that I will never have
[01:22.40] I will never find love
[01:25.73] I will always be in a constant cycle of feeling like this
[01:29.90] I will always want more
[01:32.32] I will never be satisfied for more than a few months at a time
[01:37.53] I apologise to my friends
[01:41.34] I apologise to everyone I know
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[01:48.84] I am selfish, angsty, and embarrassing
[01:53.51] I have become someone I hate
[01:58.66] I will never have a wife
[02:01.78] I will never have children
[02:04.66] I will visit my friends and meet their wives
[02:07.39] And husbands and children and feel a deep, ugly jealousy
[02:14.18] I will be alone
[02:16.15] I will die alone
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[02:26.98] I will end up sad and alone
[02:29.24] And the only person to blame will be me
[02:33.93] I love you and I'm sorry for everything
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