i'm not doing well

[00:13.05] You're on the phone with your mom, you look happy
[00:19.53] I'll sit on the couch with the dog, while she's napping
[00:26.88] I'll wait my turn, but I have to say something
[00:32.25] Before I lose my nerve
[00:35.19] Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating
[00:38.63] Or I'm just eating too much
[00:41.94] Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling
[00:45.48] I think I should tell you
[00:47.35] I'm not doing well
[00:50.53] It's hard to say it honestly
[00:53.63] Don't know how to ask for help
[00:57.18] When I don't know what's wrong with me
[01:02.55] I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary
[01:11.15] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[01:15.42]
[01:28.27] You hold my hand, and I struggle to let you
[01:35.32] You say you've known for a while, but it's nice to hear me say it
[01:42.01] You're holding space, and I don't wanna take it
[01:47.71] I'm trying to learn how
[01:50.64] Haven't been sleeping, haven't been eating
[01:54.06] Or I'm just eating too much
[01:57.42] Haven't been cleaning, haven't been feeling
[02:00.92] I know you can tell that-
[02:02.83] I'm not doing well
[02:05.61] It's hard to say it honestly
[02:08.97] Don't know how to ask for help
[02:12.42] When I don't know what's wrong with me
[02:18.13] I hope saying it out loud makes it less scary
[02:26.53] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:30.38] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:33.35] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:37.00] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:40.54] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:43.89] I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well, I'm not doing well
[02:47.47] I'm not doing well, doing well, doing well, doing well
[02:54.08] Look me in the eyes
[02:56.18] Tell me you're not worried about me
[03:00.70] If I look away, if I cry, that's a good thing
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