Not My Real Life

Say hi and smile
There isn't anything else to see
Too bad, so sad
To lose control eternally
Stay high and I could blow away with all the leaves
So when I feel that I'm falling asleep
No need to think I'm afraid of my dreams

And I was suffering badly from the ugliness
Had me attached to the world that I see,
And I was feeling unbalanced and emotionless,
Standing naked, and shaking, and weak
This is a statement to all that I live and repress
As if this life is as fake as it seems
I see the sun start to fall and I lose my finesse
I'm escaping reality

Its not my real life

Oh my blue life is like a fragile falling leaf
You crushed it
So forget
You walked away so casually
True love
Morning dove
Stuck in the cage, and the fire is weak
So when I feel that it's burning my feet
I'll run away like I'm fleeing the scene

And I was hovering over on the balance beam
Sent you a signal to show what I mean
And I was polished and ready for the movie scene
As if the script was all part of my dreams
I've got this feeling my feelings are escaping me
I'll leave a part of my mind with the leaves
So when I feel like I'm grinding my teeth
I'll be alone in the room in the scene
I'll be escaping reality

Its not my real life.