I, Pallbearer
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๐ Lyrics
The view outside my window changed a lot since I was a child
Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
'Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
Like all the years we buried, this place is death
There is a thing you should know about me
I am and have always been this deeply sad man
So I am both laughing and crying at the same time
And still trying to discover how that could be
I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me
Slowly but steadily, in two different ways
As I'm still the one with the saddest smile
I hate being bipolar
It's fucking awesome
The firstborn died by his own hands
My oldest friend found a rope that bore
And I know I'll definitely also not die
By staring out in the pouring rain
By staring out in the pouring rain
Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
When there's a void inside that can't be filled
'Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me
It's a 1000 paper cuts on every single day
The heart dies a slow death
And all our dreams dash fast
But I wonder if you changed your minds
The moment you knew you'd die
And I'm totally aware that my pain
Is nothing when compared to yours
But cleaning out your apartment
Was way harder than your funeral
One more psychosis then I am also finally done
'Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
And then at night I drink and clean my gun
It's me who should be dead, not you
Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
'Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
Like all the years we buried, this place is death
There is a thing you should know about me
I am and have always been this deeply sad man
So I am both laughing and crying at the same time
And still trying to discover how that could be
I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me
Slowly but steadily, in two different ways
As I'm still the one with the saddest smile
I hate being bipolar
It's fucking awesome
The firstborn died by his own hands
My oldest friend found a rope that bore
And I know I'll definitely also not die
By staring out in the pouring rain
By staring out in the pouring rain
Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
When there's a void inside that can't be filled
'Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me
It's a 1000 paper cuts on every single day
The heart dies a slow death
And all our dreams dash fast
But I wonder if you changed your minds
The moment you knew you'd die
And I'm totally aware that my pain
Is nothing when compared to yours
But cleaning out your apartment
Was way harder than your funeral
One more psychosis then I am also finally done
'Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
And then at night I drink and clean my gun
It's me who should be dead, not you
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[01:10.55] The view outside my window changed a lot since I was a child
[01:16.91] Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
[01:23.79] 'Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
[01:30.27] Like all the years we buried, this place is death
[01:34.97]
[02:02.48] There is a thing you should know about me
[02:08.84] I am and have always been this deeply sad man
[02:14.88] So I am both laughing and crying at the same time
[02:21.33] And still trying to discover how that could be
[02:27.95] I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me
[02:34.37] Slowly but steadily, in two different ways
[02:40.72] As I'm still the one with the saddest smile
[02:46.55] I hate being bipolar
[02:50.16] It's fucking awesome
[02:53.13]
[03:19.13] The firstborn died by his own hands
[03:25.39] My oldest friend found a rope that bore
[03:31.95] And I know I'll definitely also not die
[03:38.40] By staring out in the pouring rain
[03:44.30]
[03:51.02] By staring out in the pouring rain
[03:57.23]
[04:10.55] Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
[04:16.69] When there's a void inside that can't be filled
[04:23.06] 'Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me
[04:29.54] It's a 1000 paper cuts on every single day
[04:34.87]
[05:14.13] The heart dies a slow death
[05:17.58] And all our dreams dash fast
[05:20.76] But I wonder if you changed your minds
[05:23.96] The moment you knew you'd die
[05:27.27] And I'm totally aware that my pain
[05:30.32] Is nothing when compared to yours
[05:33.22] But cleaning out your apartment
[05:36.61] Was way harder than your funeral
[05:39.84] One more psychosis then I am also finally done
[05:46.37] 'Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
[05:52.52] And then at night I drink and clean my gun
[05:59.03] It's me who should be dead, not you
[06:04.44]
[01:16.91] Like all the years we buried, vanishing forever
[01:23.79] 'Cause also grief is just love with no place to go
[01:30.27] Like all the years we buried, this place is death
[01:34.97]
[02:02.48] There is a thing you should know about me
[02:08.84] I am and have always been this deeply sad man
[02:14.88] So I am both laughing and crying at the same time
[02:21.33] And still trying to discover how that could be
[02:27.95] I'm pretty sure growing old will kill me
[02:34.37] Slowly but steadily, in two different ways
[02:40.72] As I'm still the one with the saddest smile
[02:46.55] I hate being bipolar
[02:50.16] It's fucking awesome
[02:53.13]
[03:19.13] The firstborn died by his own hands
[03:25.39] My oldest friend found a rope that bore
[03:31.95] And I know I'll definitely also not die
[03:38.40] By staring out in the pouring rain
[03:44.30]
[03:51.02] By staring out in the pouring rain
[03:57.23]
[04:10.55] Nobody ever tells you that emptiness weighs most
[04:16.69] When there's a void inside that can't be filled
[04:23.06] 'Cause it's not a single stab wound that kills me
[04:29.54] It's a 1000 paper cuts on every single day
[04:34.87]
[05:14.13] The heart dies a slow death
[05:17.58] And all our dreams dash fast
[05:20.76] But I wonder if you changed your minds
[05:23.96] The moment you knew you'd die
[05:27.27] And I'm totally aware that my pain
[05:30.32] Is nothing when compared to yours
[05:33.22] But cleaning out your apartment
[05:36.61] Was way harder than your funeral
[05:39.84] One more psychosis then I am also finally done
[05:46.37] 'Cause the more I sleep, the less I dream
[05:52.52] And then at night I drink and clean my gun
[05:59.03] It's me who should be dead, not you
[06:04.44]