Throw Myself Away

[00:11.01] My mind goes so fast
[00:14.65] I'm just tryna slow it down
[00:16.89] I know I give the impression
[00:18.93] That I'm independent
[00:20.16] But I need a body right now
[00:24.35] Giddy up
[00:26.80] Give me a crush
[00:29.22] But it's never enough
[00:32.56] I need the rush
[00:33.67] You see I get validation as soon as I get naked
[00:36.55] I know I should treat me sacred
[00:37.97] But secretly I'm praying
[00:39.20] That would make it into daylight
[00:41.67] But they only love me when it's nighttime
[00:45.13] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[00:48.60] Just to get over the other one
[00:50.77] I throw myself away and break my heart
[00:54.56] To get over the love that died
[00:57.12] I don't know why I try, I try
[01:00.11] I don't know why I try
[01:13.16] When true love don't last
[01:16.62] I get drunk and I run around town
[01:19.08] I squeeze myself into dresses
[01:21.22] Get real obsessive
[01:22.46] I'm not his possession
[01:23.88] I'm out
[01:26.49] Giddy up
[01:29.08] Tell me I'm lush
[01:31.51] Make a real big fuss
[01:34.33] Pretend that it's love
[01:35.71] You see I get so frustrated
[01:37.11] And I text him and I hate it
[01:38.58] I should lower my expectations
[01:40.01] But secretly I'm praying
[01:41.35] That he'll come on over tonight
[01:44.05] Say he's sorry and that everything is alright
[01:47.15] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[01:50.66] Just to get over the other one
[01:52.99] I throw myself away and break my heart
[01:56.63] To get over the love that died
[01:59.52] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:02.33] I don't know why I try
[02:05.18] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:07.64] I don't know why I try
[02:14.81] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:23.33] I don't know why
[02:29.23] I...
[02:31.88] Give me some love
[02:33.17] Give me some love
[02:34.66] Give me some love tonight
[02:37.49] Give me some love
[02:39.03] Give me some love
[02:40.38] Give me some love tonight
[02:43.26] I throw myself into other boy's arms
[02:47.16] Just to get over the other one
[02:49.23] I throw myself away and break my heart
[02:53.05] To get over the love that died
[02:55.94] I don't know why I try, I try
[02:58.61] I don't know why I try
[03:01.46] I don't know why I try, I try
[03:04.37] I don't know why I try
[03:08.81] I try
[03:11.58] I don't know why I try
[03:14.65] I try, and try, and try
[03:19.91] I...
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