It Will

I've gotten a little too comfortable with this keyboard,
My hands do all the same things.
And...
I feel like I have a lot to say and nothing to say.
And I ask myself who I'm saying it for,
And I ask myself who I'm living for,
And when it's me,
The question is then begged as what I need and what I want.
And as many other people I'm sure share the sentiment of that is,
A life-long and never-ending answer I believe— so far.
So then, you just do it.
You do the things you can do,
And what you're convinced you're good at.
But—
Where's the... Where...
When do you find the thing that you call happiness?
When... When are you happy? Who is happy?
And I would like to talk to them about
What they believe that feeling is,
Because I'd like to consider that,
The fundamental things that I consider to be necessary for life,
I'm lucky enough to have.
And the things that I would like to have, I feel like...
There's- There's not much that- not much that I think I really need.
So when you run out of things to tell yourself that you need,
You really get faced with this idea of what you want.
And that is just a never-ending thought loop.
—Like that.
And it tightens and it loosens,
And it tightens and it loosens,
And it tightens and it loosens,
And it tightens and it loosens,
And it tightens and it's loose and so
It does all these things back and forth.
And then I am trying to write this album about this
And... But inevitably that
Becomes a tightening and loosening in its own.
And- And- And maybe- maybe...
Maybe what I need to do is just
Keep doing it because I don't know what else to do.
But it always begs the question of if-
If you are just missing that happiness by a hair
As if you just need to shift your perspective slightly,
Maybe- maybe that's it.
But, I don't think so.
I- I think I'm just here.
And maybe when I'll wake up, I'll be right here.
But right now I'm here.
And sometimes this goes on for a while, it really does.
But I got- I just got to trust 'cause I've-
I've never not come back to here at some point.
I've never- I've never stayed there.
There's always this,
There's always this,
There's always this,
There's always some of this.
Time and trust, I guess.
Time and trust,
Time and trust,
Trust that you will come back.
Trust that you will come back.
Trust that you will be here.
But, here is to come.
Here always leads to here,
Here always leads to here,
Here always leads to here,
Here always leads to here.
It'll come back around, it will.