Fade

[00:35.05] I try to breathe
[00:39.09] Memories overtaking me
[00:43.28] I try to face them but the thought
[00:48.23] Is too much to conceive
[00:51.36] I only know that I can change
[00:55.60] Everything else just stays the same
[00:59.67] So now I step out of
[01:02.78] The darkness that my life became 'cause
[01:07.72] I just needed someone to talk to
[01:11.27] You were just too busy with yourself
[01:16.10] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[01:21.75] I just stuffed it down
[01:24.24] Now I'm older and I feel like
[01:27.25] I could let some of this anger fade
[01:32.57] But it seems the surface
[01:35.97] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[01:41.64]
[01:49.24] So where were you
[01:53.27] When all this I was going through
[01:57.37] You never took the time
[02:00.38] To ask me just what you could do
[02:05.43] I only know that I can change
[02:09.83] Everything else just stays the same
[02:14.08] So now I step out of
[02:16.96] The darkness that my life became 'cause
[02:21.72] I just needed someone to talk to
[02:25.77] You were just too busy with yourself
[02:30.12] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[02:35.76] I just stuffed it down
[02:38.20] Now I'm older and I feel like
[02:41.67] I could let some of this anger fade
[02:46.13] But it seems the surface
[02:48.86] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[02:56.56] But I never meant to fade away
[03:04.41] I never meant to fade
[03:10.89] I just needed someone to talk to
[03:14.13] You were just too busy with yourself
[03:19.02] You were never there for me to express how I felt
[03:24.07] I just stuffed it down
[03:26.72] Now I'm older and I feel like
[03:30.63] I could let some of this anger fade
[03:34.84] But it seems the surface
[03:37.33] I am scratching is the bed that I have made
[03:44.96]
[03:52.09] I try to breathe
[03:54.09]