Fairytale

[00:20.17] Yeah
[00:20.70] I said I'm sorry that I'm fucked up
[00:22.57] I wish I could be better
[00:24.03] But it's pouring in my heart it's a stormy weather
[00:26.60] Won't forget her cause she dealt with all my bullshit
[00:29.17] She deserves better fuck dealing with my foolishness
[00:32.55] And yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit
[00:34.52] Why the fuck you think I hate being me and shit
[00:37.00] I need another fix someone quickly patch me up
[00:39.75] I can't exist not unless I have these fucking drugs
[00:43.71] And I'm sorry
[00:44.87] I know my loved ones probably think less about me
[00:47.41] Tryna' stay afloat but I swear to God I'm drowning
[00:49.96] Every step I take feels like I'm climbing up a mountain fuck
[00:54.18] I'm running out of strength
[00:55.69] I'm running out of patience
[00:56.97] I been losing faith
[00:58.20] Will you save me before I take my life away
[01:00.83] Please save me someone take this knife away
[01:03.31] Look me in my eyes
[01:08.41] Tell me what you see
[01:13.79] Hope one day I'll find
[01:19.00] Peace inside of me
[01:24.75] Suicidal thoughts
[01:26.05] Suicidal dreams
[01:27.35] Once you realize that nothing's ever what it seems
[01:29.95] Used to think life would end up like a fairytale
[01:32.58] Then I blinked and I woke in this lonely hell
[01:35.82] Lord forgive me for my downfall
[01:37.82] But this weight is too much for me to stand tall
[01:40.43] So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome
[01:43.08] I get lost in these tides of emotions and fuck
[01:47.03] No I can't swim
[01:48.40] Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin
[01:51.02] I've sinned in my past no I won't lie
[01:53.63] I sniffed in the bathroom a couple lines
[01:57.08] Aw fuck here I go again
[01:58.97] Blurting out a bunch of bullshit I'll soon regret
[02:02.25] Please forgive me I beg you
[02:04.19] If I become an angel I will protect you
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