Fortune

Here I am talking 'bout discoveries
Emptyness, how silly everything can be
My words are strong
My acts are weak
The truth is different

I wanted all
Now I am standing here, don't give a damn
I am lost in my past, in reality
It drones in my head? a weird tone
It sounds like

I didn't lose
I think there must be more
I think there must be more
But I don't wanna wait
But I don't wanna
But I don't wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

Here I am hiding my head in sand
Here I am swearing I am innocent
Don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink
All on my own

I wanted all
But it's hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
And smile down

Who will tell me where it is at all
Who will tell me how to get there
'Cause I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

I wanted all
But it's hard to believe
I will stand on the top of the world
'Cause I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me
Not a chance to show my capability
I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad

The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not
The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me