Fighting With Myself (feat. Jerrin Jaramillo)
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โฑ๏ธ 3:40 duration
๐ ID: 5917161
๐ Lyrics
Sometimes I wanna lay in bed alone
Sometimes I wish that you was in it too
Sometimes I wanna hit the studio
But then again, I ain't in the freaking mood
I tend to push everybody I love away
It's like I can only deal with one thing at a time
But that fucks me over in a long run
Because eventually, I usually change my mind
It's time that I made a decision, things is different
Closer to my dreams, but I feel like Imma never get it
I've been persistent and gained some wisdom from two way trips
And I don't know if I wanna be Zachary or Futuristic
All the bitches predictable and they so persistent
Keep you in my vision, to move forward with no commitment
I tend to think too much and argue with myself
You did your best, for what's worth
Leave me alone, you cannot help
I keep fighting with myself
Leave me alone, no one can help
You did your best, for what it's worth
I feel so small on this earth
Yo, lately my emotions taking over
I'm having suicidal thoughts
Staring at all these white walls
I know it sounds kinda strange
But there's pleasure and there's pain
Running through my veins
Every single time, that I write songs
I wanna rip my fucking hair, up out my skull
Reading messages, from labels
Then waiting, hoping they might call
I pour some poison in the water, out in Hollywood
Hoping some of these wack rappers drink the shit and die, oh
That's the least of my concerns, really
Cause I turned out to be everything, that I hated most
An asshole with a lot of ho's, that I'm fucking with
But still I keep a chick that's so deep in love that she'll never know
I fucked up and came inside her, I should be a father
But I aborted my only child, that I'll never know
A lot of secrets I should keep them, but I leak them
Cause without honest words
I feel like my music ain't gon' never grow
Sometimes I wish that you was in it too
Sometimes I wanna hit the studio
But then again, I ain't in the freaking mood
I tend to push everybody I love away
It's like I can only deal with one thing at a time
But that fucks me over in a long run
Because eventually, I usually change my mind
It's time that I made a decision, things is different
Closer to my dreams, but I feel like Imma never get it
I've been persistent and gained some wisdom from two way trips
And I don't know if I wanna be Zachary or Futuristic
All the bitches predictable and they so persistent
Keep you in my vision, to move forward with no commitment
I tend to think too much and argue with myself
You did your best, for what's worth
Leave me alone, you cannot help
I keep fighting with myself
Leave me alone, no one can help
You did your best, for what it's worth
I feel so small on this earth
Yo, lately my emotions taking over
I'm having suicidal thoughts
Staring at all these white walls
I know it sounds kinda strange
But there's pleasure and there's pain
Running through my veins
Every single time, that I write songs
I wanna rip my fucking hair, up out my skull
Reading messages, from labels
Then waiting, hoping they might call
I pour some poison in the water, out in Hollywood
Hoping some of these wack rappers drink the shit and die, oh
That's the least of my concerns, really
Cause I turned out to be everything, that I hated most
An asshole with a lot of ho's, that I'm fucking with
But still I keep a chick that's so deep in love that she'll never know
I fucked up and came inside her, I should be a father
But I aborted my only child, that I'll never know
A lot of secrets I should keep them, but I leak them
Cause without honest words
I feel like my music ain't gon' never grow
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:24.17] Sometimes I wanna lay in bed alone
[00:26.63] Sometimes I wish that you was in it too
[00:29.28] Sometimes I wanna hit the studio
[00:32.01] But then again, I ain't in the freaking mood
[00:34.44] I tend to push everybody I love away
[00:37.22] It's like I can only deal with one thing at a time
[00:40.02] But that fucks me over in a long run
[00:42.76] Because eventually, I usually change my mind
[00:45.56] It's time that I made a decision, things is different
[00:48.45] Closer to my dreams, but I feel like Imma never get it
[00:49.91] I've been persistent and gained some wisdom from two way trips
[00:54.17] And I don't know if I wanna be Zachary or Futuristic
[00:56.82] All the bitches predictable and they so persistent
[00:59.99] Keep you in my vision, to move forward with no commitment
[01:03.13] I tend to think too much and argue with myself
[01:05.12] You did your best, for what's worth
[01:06.58] Leave me alone, you cannot help
[01:07.89] I keep fighting with myself
[01:14.60] Leave me alone, no one can help
[01:20.41] You did your best, for what it's worth
[01:25.92] I feel so small on this earth
[01:31.32] Yo, lately my emotions taking over
[01:33.90] I'm having suicidal thoughts
[01:35.49] Staring at all these white walls
[01:36.76] I know it sounds kinda strange
[01:38.56] But there's pleasure and there's pain
[01:40.04] Running through my veins
[01:41.11] Every single time, that I write songs
[01:42.37] I wanna rip my fucking hair, up out my skull
[01:45.01] Reading messages, from labels
[01:46.32] Then waiting, hoping they might call
[01:47.84] I pour some poison in the water, out in Hollywood
[01:49.74] Hoping some of these wack rappers drink the shit and die, oh
[01:54.51] That's the least of my concerns, really
[01:57.45] Cause I turned out to be everything, that I hated most
[01:59.98] An asshole with a lot of ho's, that I'm fucking with
[02:02.53] But still I keep a chick that's so deep in love that she'll never know
[02:05.36] I fucked up and came inside her, I should be a father
[02:08.45] But I aborted my only child, that I'll never know
[02:11.09] A lot of secrets I should keep them, but I leak them
[02:14.02] Cause without honest words
[02:15.06] I feel like my music ain't gon' never grow
[02:16.97]
[00:26.63] Sometimes I wish that you was in it too
[00:29.28] Sometimes I wanna hit the studio
[00:32.01] But then again, I ain't in the freaking mood
[00:34.44] I tend to push everybody I love away
[00:37.22] It's like I can only deal with one thing at a time
[00:40.02] But that fucks me over in a long run
[00:42.76] Because eventually, I usually change my mind
[00:45.56] It's time that I made a decision, things is different
[00:48.45] Closer to my dreams, but I feel like Imma never get it
[00:49.91] I've been persistent and gained some wisdom from two way trips
[00:54.17] And I don't know if I wanna be Zachary or Futuristic
[00:56.82] All the bitches predictable and they so persistent
[00:59.99] Keep you in my vision, to move forward with no commitment
[01:03.13] I tend to think too much and argue with myself
[01:05.12] You did your best, for what's worth
[01:06.58] Leave me alone, you cannot help
[01:07.89] I keep fighting with myself
[01:14.60] Leave me alone, no one can help
[01:20.41] You did your best, for what it's worth
[01:25.92] I feel so small on this earth
[01:31.32] Yo, lately my emotions taking over
[01:33.90] I'm having suicidal thoughts
[01:35.49] Staring at all these white walls
[01:36.76] I know it sounds kinda strange
[01:38.56] But there's pleasure and there's pain
[01:40.04] Running through my veins
[01:41.11] Every single time, that I write songs
[01:42.37] I wanna rip my fucking hair, up out my skull
[01:45.01] Reading messages, from labels
[01:46.32] Then waiting, hoping they might call
[01:47.84] I pour some poison in the water, out in Hollywood
[01:49.74] Hoping some of these wack rappers drink the shit and die, oh
[01:54.51] That's the least of my concerns, really
[01:57.45] Cause I turned out to be everything, that I hated most
[01:59.98] An asshole with a lot of ho's, that I'm fucking with
[02:02.53] But still I keep a chick that's so deep in love that she'll never know
[02:05.36] I fucked up and came inside her, I should be a father
[02:08.45] But I aborted my only child, that I'll never know
[02:11.09] A lot of secrets I should keep them, but I leak them
[02:14.02] Cause without honest words
[02:15.06] I feel like my music ain't gon' never grow
[02:16.97]