April to Death

[00:10.33]Three bullets in a wedding dress
[00:12.27]Well, I know he'll kill me, but I love that boy to death
[00:15.16]Felt it bad when he took those pills
[00:17.16]Saying "Ha ha ha, we're going straight to hell"
[00:20.02]The smell of sweat and sweetness in your room
[00:22.64]Yeah, I was scared, but what can you do?
[00:24.82]You turn around and tell me it's okay
[00:27.47]But my hands have still got the morphine shakes
[00:30.11]I'm alive, but I don't know where I am
[00:32.45]Wanna leave but I don't know if I can
[00:35.08]Drop out of art school
[00:36.73]And spend my life in hotel bedrooms
[00:39.49]I think I saw him slow-mo crashing on the interstate
[00:42.15]Think I saw him sleeping through a hurricane
[00:44.66]He's a violent man and his heart's decayed
[00:47.11]He's a liar, but I just can't stay away
[00:51.38]And he's smoking out the window every morning
[00:56.37]While I get high in the bathroom
[00:58.99]We're always on the upswing, baby
[01:01.41]Phosphines in our starry eyes today
[01:06.20]April to our deathbed
[01:08.62]We're always on the upswing, baby
[01:23.49]He's got a new girl, and I'm sure that she's alright
[01:26.36]But he still calls me late at night
[01:28.72]Never meant to leave him here like this
[01:31.33]Voicemail sings a fucking wreck
[01:33.85]I'm still written in his arm
[01:36.00]Six years between the thing he wants
[01:38.81]Nose bleeds like an afterthought
[01:40.84]Baby, don't breathe out, it's all we've got
[01:43.50]Live life on endless holiday
[01:45.74]You're so fun, but I've got bills to pay
[01:48.32]I don't love any of these men
[01:50.77]Just want to feel the most I can
[01:54.91]And he's smoking out the window every morning
[01:59.83]While I get high in the bathroom
[02:02.52]We're always on the upswing, baby
[02:05.03]Phosphines in our starry eyes today
[02:09.91]April to our deathbed
[02:12.24]We're always on the upswing, baby
[02:17.38]Soft skin, press cold hands, sleep sweet, sleep gentle
[02:24.20]Hey, baby, are you okay?
[02:29.28]You're always on my mind
[02:37.07]Coffee stains, radio static, slice my collarbones
[02:46.65]I love a boy who's made of gold
[02:51.54]I love a boy with curly hair and river eyes
[03:00.99]And he's smoking out the window every morning
[03:10.74]While I get high in the bathroom
[03:15.31]We're always on the upswing, baby
[03:20.89]Lightning in our fingertips today
[03:25.75]I jump each time you touch me
[03:28.32]Always on the upswing, baby
[03:30.92]Phosphines in our starry eyes today
[03:35.74]April to our deathbed
[03:38.18]We're always on the upswing, baby
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