Waste

[00:18.91] Your mother came up to me
[00:23.36] She wanted answers only she should know
[00:30.98] Only she should know
[00:37.46] It wasn't easy to deal
[00:41.35] With the tears that rolled down her face
[00:46.13] I had no answers 'cause
[00:49.74] I didn't even know you
[00:54.91]
[00:57.10] But these words
[01:01.68] They can't replace
[01:06.25] The life you...
[01:10.39] The life you waste
[01:18.84]
[01:21.73] How could you paint this picture?
[01:26.38] Was life as bad as it should seem
[01:31.01] That there were no more options for you?
[01:38.22]
[01:40.26] I can't explain how I feel
[01:44.95] I've been there many times before
[01:49.56] I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me
[02:00.32] But these words
[02:04.85] They can't replace
[02:09.33] The life you...
[02:13.42] The life you waste
[02:21.44]
[02:25.24] Did daddy not love you?
[02:28.80] Or did he love you just too much?
[02:33.90] Did he control you?
[02:38.41] Did he live through you at your cost?
[02:42.93] Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?
[02:50.43] Well fuck them
[02:51.49] And fuck her
[02:52.58] And fuck him
[02:53.67] And fuck you
[02:54.75] For not having the strength in your heart to pull through
[02:58.90] I've had doubts
[03:00.03] I have failed
[03:01.14] I've fucked up
[03:02.06] I've had plans
[03:03.29] Doesn't mean I should take my life with my own hands
[03:10.88] But these words
[03:15.20] They can't replace
[03:19.59] The life you...
[03:23.66] The life you waste
[03:28.74] But these words
[03:32.39] They don't replace
[03:37.09] The life you...
[03:41.13] The life you waste
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