Lying to Myself

Well I'm not really ready to be wrong
I've been holdin' on to right a little too long
And if I ever face the fact that I'm the one to blame
I might fall too far and not get up again

I might need forgivin' one of these days
But for now I'll go on livin' this way
Runnin' and fightin' to survive
Lying to myself to stay alive

I've been tellin' all my friends why you're gone
Except the part about leavin' you alone
All those nights when I was not around
I had my reasons then
Just like I have my reasons now

And I might need forgivin' one of these days
But for now I'll go on livin' this way
Runnin' and fightin' to survive
Lying to myself to stay alive

I might need forgivin' one of these days
But for now I'll go on livin' this way
Runnin' and fightin' to survive
Lying to myself to stay alive
Runnin' and fightin' to survive
Lying to myself to stay alive