Why Am I Alive?
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β±οΈ 3:17 duration
π ID: 5932987
π Lyrics
WilI I last long when I'm 80?
Putting time in on my own
Counting down the days
Is that why we have kids?
For purpose in old age
It's selfish in a way, bringing life into this world
This ever spinning rock
That's bursting into flames
And all we do is blame
The people that we've learned to hate
But hate can be benign
Essential, I suppose
It's harder to define than that
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
Thoughts like, "Why am I alive?"
I'm an echo through a hall
Just a product of defect
My parents split up, after all
And I'm trying not to think
ThesΠ΅ thoughts don't help my case
Just feels like something's wrong
And it's eating at my brain
It's getting quite severe
Consuming everything
It's why I cannot sleep
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
I know the fix is clear and I'm able
But I'm not sure I want to be fixed at all
It so clearly fills and defines me now
It's like sickness grew to be a part of me
Putting time in on my own
Counting down the days
Is that why we have kids?
For purpose in old age
It's selfish in a way, bringing life into this world
This ever spinning rock
That's bursting into flames
And all we do is blame
The people that we've learned to hate
But hate can be benign
Essential, I suppose
It's harder to define than that
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
Thoughts like, "Why am I alive?"
I'm an echo through a hall
Just a product of defect
My parents split up, after all
And I'm trying not to think
ThesΠ΅ thoughts don't help my case
Just feels like something's wrong
And it's eating at my brain
It's getting quite severe
Consuming everything
It's why I cannot sleep
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that keep me up
It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
I know the fix is clear and I'm able
But I'm not sure I want to be fixed at all
It so clearly fills and defines me now
It's like sickness grew to be a part of me
β±οΈ Synced Lyrics
[00:19.89] WilI I last long when I'm 80?
[00:24.62] Putting time in on my own
[00:27.48] Counting down the days
[00:29.75] Is that why we have kids?
[00:31.92] For purpose in old age
[00:34.41] It's selfish in a way, bringing life into this world
[00:39.32] This ever spinning rock
[00:41.69] That's bursting into flames
[00:44.17] And all we do is blame
[00:46.45] The people that we've learned to hate
[00:49.04] But hate can be benign
[00:51.21] Essential, I suppose
[00:53.75] It's harder to define than that
[00:56.20] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:00.78] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:05.66] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:10.38] It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
[01:15.60]
[01:35.84] Thoughts like, "Why am I alive?"
[01:39.18] I'm an echo through a hall
[01:41.52] Just a product of defect
[01:43.55] My parents split up, after all
[01:46.46] And I'm trying not to think
[01:48.61] ThesΠ΅ thoughts don't help my case
[01:51.25] Just feels like something's wrong
[01:53.45] And it's eating at my brain
[01:56.03] It's getting quite severe
[01:58.58] Consuming everything
[02:00.44] It's why I cannot sleep
[02:03.29] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:07.92] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:12.64] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:17.68] It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
[02:22.85] I know the fix is clear and I'm able
[02:28.14] But I'm not sure I want to be fixed at all
[02:32.83] It so clearly fills and defines me now
[02:37.58] It's like sickness grew to be a part of me
[02:43.35]
[00:24.62] Putting time in on my own
[00:27.48] Counting down the days
[00:29.75] Is that why we have kids?
[00:31.92] For purpose in old age
[00:34.41] It's selfish in a way, bringing life into this world
[00:39.32] This ever spinning rock
[00:41.69] That's bursting into flames
[00:44.17] And all we do is blame
[00:46.45] The people that we've learned to hate
[00:49.04] But hate can be benign
[00:51.21] Essential, I suppose
[00:53.75] It's harder to define than that
[00:56.20] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:00.78] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:05.66] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[01:10.38] It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
[01:15.60]
[01:35.84] Thoughts like, "Why am I alive?"
[01:39.18] I'm an echo through a hall
[01:41.52] Just a product of defect
[01:43.55] My parents split up, after all
[01:46.46] And I'm trying not to think
[01:48.61] ThesΠ΅ thoughts don't help my case
[01:51.25] Just feels like something's wrong
[01:53.45] And it's eating at my brain
[01:56.03] It's getting quite severe
[01:58.58] Consuming everything
[02:00.44] It's why I cannot sleep
[02:03.29] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:07.92] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:12.64] It's thoughts like this that keep me up
[02:17.68] It's thoughts like this that fuck me up
[02:22.85] I know the fix is clear and I'm able
[02:28.14] But I'm not sure I want to be fixed at all
[02:32.83] It so clearly fills and defines me now
[02:37.58] It's like sickness grew to be a part of me
[02:43.35]